The Crystal Mask

Week. Weak.

2012-02-12T22:50:00.004+08:00

On the odd parts of my day, I’d be wondering what she would be doing right about now. And that is when I look at my clock to count the time zone difference. Most of the time, it would be at 3 p.m. or 8 p.m. her time. And each of those time when I ponder about her, the same question would pop up in my head “is she thinking of me too?”. And on each and every time I would lie and convince myself.. ‘of course she is” or “it doesn’t really matter”. And to be honest, some of the days it is super great that I could even get butterflies in my stomach. Crazy isn’t it? Just thinking about a girl that I don’t even know if she likes me could give me butterflies. But that is only “some” of the time. Other times.. I would feel like a sad sappy little amoeba and thinking hard how stupid I am and how much she don’t really like me. Back then I used to give her a morning text all day every day, but then I stopped. Why? Because that “some” days were over. And I ran out of indirectly subtle synonyms of “I love you”‘s to send to her.

Let’s just say, of the daily text sent her, I roughly get an average of 3 replies every week. The only conclusion that I can come up with at that time would be that I was a nuisance to her. I know that ain’t true but maybe I’m a nuisance in the sense that after I send a text, then she would unwillingly think about me at least half of that morning. Maybe during that short brief I made her breakfast stale or made her late to get ready or... I don’t know... Something!?

After stopping sending her morning texts, I was okay. I think at one point I even stopped thinking about her for almost half of the day. I thought, maybe it is time that I get over this one and move on to my next hopeless romantic. That is, after friend-zoning someone. Haha. And as expected, I screwed that one up. Personally I don’t know who to blame. Nowadays I need to express how much in love I am with her before I can actually sleep. Well, not exactly ‘love’ her. Most of the time would be how much I miss her. Crap isn’t it? Just when I thought I could get over her.

In the end I’m just another cliché movie episode. I am that guy back home that waits for that sweet girl who is now in a relationship with some handsome kind tall Caucasian guy in some foreign country.

Perhaps, I am just what her brain needs, not what her heart wants.

Dear Bloggie,

How've you been? heh..

change? yeah I've changed. So, now I'm already doing my internships at some place.

I just hate it.

In case I haven't introduce to you yet...

HERE COMES A NEW CHALLENGER!

this contender is a crazy one.

For starters, she made me wait for well.. you've read the above.

:)

that is all for now.

Until next time, bloggie.
au revoir,
xoxo,
oh, i still love you so.

From peaches, now there is cotton candy.
Sweet.

Still waiting for her to catch that darn rabbit.

2011-03-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

Have you wondered what it feels like,
to be in another person's misery instead of your own.

Hey bloggie,

I haven't been around coz, I think I am now able to control Gemini a bit better now.

haha!

I call him Gemini now for obvious birth reasons.

:)

Well, for certain I've changed a bit.

Not so much as to be a new person, but yeah I've changed.

One of them is that I am happy with my life.

I'm not saying that I get everything that I want, but I guess its enough.

I see life in a very negative way, but I don't feel negative.

I feel hopeless with everything else in life, but holding on to one.

College is as if it does not exist.

and I am out chilling as often as possible.

yeah.. life is pretty good for me.

and this time when I say I am getting fatter, I am not fucking kidding. Taro came for an overnight the other day and said how much I've grown.

Somehow.. IDGAF anymore. IDC if I'm fat or overweight. I don't know why. When she returns from Wonderland, maybe she'll run away to another hottie. Maybe it won't happen, but might as well prepare myself mentally just in case it happens.

Friends.. well... I get to see capik when it is holiday season. Kelantan is not near.
Mikki would be around some of the time when he's free. Gunfighter of justice needs to prepare his bullets when he faces the real world and its gunfights right? I'm so proud of him. :)
Anep would be my loyal accompany some of the weekends. He's also correcting his shits up. He bombed his pointer last semester and is working his ass off this semester to pull it back up. And my sacrifice for him did not end in vain. I am whole-heartedly am grateful to you for that. Keep her happy okay. :)
Jad would hang with me anytime he is free. It's not easy working while thinking about continuing his studies. He is one cool dude. About to buy Myvi some more. or Viva. Canceled his plans to buy ninja. Good for him. :)
My best company now would be Zakwan Widdle and King Akoban. They are just there when I need them. Well for hangouts at least. Both of them have GF's and kind of make me feel a bit ou of tune with the rhythm of life. But still, just being able to sit in silence with them somehow makes me happy. hanging out is a real funny thing.

And I text her in wonderland everytime before I sleep. Seems like a helpless pursuit, useless. But I always think like this, so maybe she'd be the one to prove that I am wrong. Either that or she'd waste a hell lot of my time. Haha.

errmmm... what else is there?

oh yea. I'm back with twitter. Back then, just like tumblr, the only ones with twitter is me and zaty.
Now lots of ppl on twitter ady.
what's next?

That's all.
take care.
XOXO,
I still love you so.

In your wonderland, I wanna stay.

2011-01-08T15:05:00.004+08:00

I know it's not your fault,
but I'm a locked door.

Dear Bloggie,

harrroouuuwww!!

okay here's the thing.
I am in love with this one girl and it shows to the people around me. And by "people around me" i meant it literally "THE people AROUND me"
not hypothetically.
sorry brothers and sisters yang tak tahu. haha.

but the thing is, well as expected like always I'd be too stupid and mess it up. (Again and again)

man, i should really keep count of the "possible" relationship that I screw up. Oh wait, I did.
and it is about..

uhh..

*DRUMROLL!*

okay, can't really remember it. but I think it would be somewhere near 10 people already.

aaaaaaanyways, it'd be better if i keep moving on.

teehee.

Any blond short haired with blue/green eyes girl who is incredibly smart, bubbly and incomparably cute is still available?

:P

okay moving on.

Class is starting soon, and this time it'll be the longest semester I ever had.

how long?

about four months only.

hahahahaa!

funny ain't it?

:P

and the classes seems merciful like always.

4 classes per week. two of them on monday.

and no classes on wednesdays.

=)

Most of my friends admit, it still feels like SPM ended yesterday.

haiyoooo~

I'm freaking 20 this year beach!

Notes:
Financially seems stable for now. As long as I save some for later.
It's weird that I can't find lyrics of the song "An honest lie - Slow down" anywhere.
where the heck did I find that song ?
I'm in a big battle of principles and experiences of my life.
Need more mosh pit influence or i might drift the other way. T___T

Tak payah nak bajet tacing ah aku tak cerita. kau orang pun sama tak cerita pape kat aku.

That's it for now I guess.
c ya later bloggie!
XOXO,
Oh I love you so!

Words :

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
-Eleanor Roosevelt.

Miss Eleanor, I believe the greatness of a mind would only be measured by two type of people.
Those who knew none, or too much.
I believe you're the former.
However your words does have some truth clinging to it.
:)

2011? It is just the new year guys.

2010-12-31T15:03:00.006+08:00

Don't put off to tomorrow,
what you can do today.

Dear bloggie,

It is the 31st December and i guess you know what is going on inside people's mind right now. Yes, the "new year 2011". I can see vividly that a lot of people seem to be passionate in celebrating the new year. Posting about how bad or good the past year have been, and hoping or even dare challenging the new year. Oh it seems ideally very eye-opening and trending. Not to mention cliche.

I don't really want to brought this up but, how many of people really set up resolution for the new years? Okay, a lot. But how many of those lot actually perform and complete it? It is not that I want to ruin the New Year's Spirit and everything but why keep on doing the same pointless thing each and every year? I can bet at the end of the year people would reminiscence about how the year went, the good things that happened, the bad things that happened, or in short, the only things that mattered which happened to their life. And I dare bet that only a small portion of them actually remembers whether they have completed their present year's resolution, while the others would try to remember what their resolution actually was. You remember yours bloggie?

Again, it is not that I am trying to kill the New Year's Spirit or trying to be the party-pooper here but, people keep on counting for a specific time to sort of "change" or to "better" themselves. I remember a certain advice (or much rather a statement) from a close acquaintance of mine, (this was being said during the "Hari Raya")

"If you want to ask for forgiveness just because it is "Hari Raya", then I can only forgive you just because it is "Hari Raya" and not from the bottom of my heart. Malaysian people has been accustomed to apologize just because of the custom and not what it meant. Try and apologize again tomorrow, this time from the bottom of your heart."

Well literally you might not get the big picture here, but what he was trying to say was, why wait until "Hari Raya" to apologize to someone. If you did something wrong, shouldn't you apologize instantly? Just like the new year, if you want to change to a better person

Why wait for new years?

What's wrong with right here, right now?

=)

Notes:
New years is the only time I get to enjoy the fireworks and parties with friends without having to remember what it is meant for.
New Year's Resolution? It is a myth.

have fun tonight Bloggie,
gonna miss you.
XOXO,
C ya!

Though it is cliche, but this year I sure learned a lot of facts, places, people and those very unwelcoming truths.

There is no ending, just new beginning.

2010-12-13T09:04:00.003+08:00

And i need to keep reminding myself.
When my life goes on, so does others.

Dear bloggie,

lately things seem well.. balanced, i guess?
Nothing really bad happens, and nothing really good happened too.

but then again, i don't really remember whatever happened.

so, for now it is over with peaches.
she was sweet, she was innocent.
but for the love of god she was really super mthrfckng s2pee'd.
we live so close yet the only time she would want to meet me is when she's in a pinched situation without a transport.
sigh*

Just when I thought I found a keeper.
but then again, things never really "set off".
officially, i have been single since i was in form five.
which makes it...
err.. one year?
hahaha :P

sudahsudahlaaa.

Okay moving on.

Lately I can see lots of flowers blooming amongst friends.

teh flouer of lurve det ees!

And I am happy for all of you.

at least lepas ni takde la conversation "jk jk asal aku single lagi ni?" diantara kita semua.

hahaha.

baru-baru ni aku sedar kenapa aku semakin negatif.
haih.
aku bongkak fikir aku ni bagus sangat.
i kept on thinking that i deserved better.
tapi, laaa tu laaa.
if by only thinking things can come true, memang skang ni aku da jadi son goku.

susah betul hidup ni.
jadi positif penat,
jadi negatif nangis.

baik mati.

xD

Baru-baru ni juga aku boleh tersedar sebab aku baru perasan.
aku bukan nombor 1.
bukan lagi.

dah lama aku selesa dengan takhta nombor 1 tu.
tapi bila baru "notice" yang..
it was never mine to begin with.
or rather,
I was never there.
ilusi mainan diri.
aku kena game dengan ego sendiri.
kadang-kadang kita perlukan kesedaran macam ni.
a snap back to our senses,
or in my case,
a baleful smack of reality through my thick skull.
I thank god.
dah lama aku tak rasa kat bawah.
asik pandang orang dari atas.
bongkak lama-lama tak best jugak.
at least dari bawah ni aku boleh perlahan-lahan cuba kembali jadi orang lama.
hotstuff tak ke mana.

Aku sumpah benci pujian.
Melalaikan.

Notes:
asik kena tuduh aku tak roger, bila masa pulak kau nak roger aku?
~dia takde credit kot, putra.

Mungkin bila aku menyampah dengan orang. Itu cuma self-defense mechanism aku yang reflect balik kebencian aku terhadap diri sendiri. entah lah.

"Anak dara minta pujian, anak jantan minta ujian." - dari status facebook Amin Harun.

aku betul benci orang cepat melatah. Baru gaduh break skit dah gelabah nak "i love single forever". Kalau sekali dua tak apa. ni 5,6 kali kau break bende sama jadi. Kono baaaaaka!

kalau aku betul mati, aku nak dua lagu dipasang lepas bacaan yasin untuk aku (kalau ada la)
"The Adicts - Who spilt my beer" dan "Binks no sake"
Aku tak pernah minum arak, tapi bila aku mati lagu aku nak semua ada kaitan dengan minuman haram tu. Maybe message yang aku cuba sampaikan lebih dari sekadar lirik, tuan bijaksana.

Okay bloggie,
heh.
"au revoir" kan?
kau bukan calon dia putra. sudah2 la.
C ya soon my dear bloggie.
hugsNkisses.
I love my friends.

Extra Notes:

tak, aku bukan "heart broken".

masih ada bayang disisi hati.

masih keluar muka sebelum aku bermimpi.

haha.

Two broken hearts are only a love apart.

2010-11-08T14:55:00.006+08:00

You got me begging.
Begging, baby please don't go.

Helluuuu bloggie,

Yeaaaaaaahhh I knoww lama gila tak post apa-apa kat sini kaan?

tapi nak buat macam mana~

Hahaaaa

okay-okay lately things...

look..

very..

AWESOME!

I don't know why but everytime that I wanted to post something here I'd become this emo-zombie for some reason.

well,

NOT THIS TIME and you can bet your lamboghini on that TAN SRI!

:D

truth be told, I had one of the best weekends EVAR!

okay-okay start Jumaat lepas.

Dapat lepak dengan anep, faz dan mereka.

Sumpaaaah masa awal malam tu cam cuak gilaaaaaaa since mereka had received shocking news and had to leave early.

Luckily nothing serious happened.

pheewww~

okay so btms, kitorang ada la lepak kat satu tempat overrated waffle RM9 tuuu.

hahahaha.

okay serious taubat tak nak jejak situ bila dompet tgh on diet!

but but!

the best part of the night was before we had to part our ways.

Anep, faz and I had a game of "Left 4 Dead: 2" "somewhere" in subang.

Brader, I tell you brader, one time one time braderrr

sumpaaah best!

and that was my friday/saturday.

haha

Saturday pulaaakk..

siang tu janji gi rumah akak artis kawen yaaaww!

siapa?

siapo laie jang? UMUmumumumumumuu laaa.

agnes monica marueishia seyh!

hahaha.

makan free serius "saka" lapar aku hilang satu hari tu doo!

aku rasa umu banyak baco time masak tu.

haha.

then time abis makan cam tgh hari semak kepala nak buat apa.

breepbreep* (bunyi phone)

cutshortthestory lah kan

Chris my college mate said he had extra passes to go to Fly Fm's 5th Flynniversary that is happening that night!

waaaaaahh rezeki jangan ditolaaakk!!

dengan segala kudratnya aku carik ah member siapa yang

free last minute + tak banyak songeh + flexible timing keluar + senang masok kepala.

hahaaa.

ada gak laaaa beberapa member yang turned me down kan!

kan? kan?? KAAANN!!

cam KAU!

kau dengan dustaceritapusingkau boleh balik cebok!

hahahha

jk jk, kau tak nak ikut sape suh. sendiri rugi aku xleh nak watperw lerwww hu3...

xD

eh eh okay btms,

soo cam call last minute.
nak gerak last minute.
sekali balik aku baru sedar.

(kl live tu kat mana?)

HAHAHAHAHAAA.

sumpah sakai.

bole sempat pulaaakk balik on google carik KL live.

sekali kat ruums lama daa.

aku dah pelik laa org tu cakap

"dekat2 dengan changkat kot? " - Rated R

"area pwtc kot bro? " - karim

dan dan.

"area2 bukit jalil or cheras or somewhere dekat KLPAC kot? " kata putra dalam hatinya sendiri.

hahaha.
nasib baik laa nak gerak x jam.
then kat sana ada LAGI SATU free pass which makes 2 more person available.

dengan kepala semak nyaaa.
dengan tak tau nak ajak siapa nyaa.
dengan dah dalam tempat tu nak carik member datang cepat nyaaa.

nasib baik ada gak sorang member yang

free last minute + tak banyak songeh + flexible timing keluar + senang masok kepala

+ boleh dtg situ dalam masa 30 mins or less.

DUM DUM DUM!

zaf la cerita diaaa.

brader keje KL enn.

hahaa.

ye aku lepak dengan zaf dan ianya sangat awesome!

"kau" dengan sifat hipokrit tak nak ngaku dia member kau tu dengan kepala keras kau boleh amik pegi check-in dengan minah HIV kat genting!

hahaha kidding laaaah

SUMPAAAAAAAAAH best gilaaa.

okay sorry menggelabah tapi ni first time aku clubbing.

in nahaintin yewrs ai hef bin elaiv.

Nerd gila kaan?

but at least now I know something.

I see now that I do not belong in the middle of the dance floor with a boner,
I belong in the dead center of a moshpit, with a partner. :D

but clubbing ain't half bad though. i guess?

and The first time i went clubbing was the same time i publicly humiliated myself.

kalau keluar tv, then i publicly humiliated myself on a national television.

Thanks kepada idea bodoh kau zaf! HAHAHAHAHA!

at least it's something to remember by when i am old, boring and.. well.. boring.

okaaayh balik time tu awal coz dompet merajuk.
(almost clash malam tu, nasib baik dompet aku still syg aku. hahaha)

and then comes Super Sunday!

pergi wedding akak sha pendek ex atok family.

my old group dulu la.

it was okay, fun until....

Sha: weh kalau atok mintak no. contact ko, aku boleh bagi tak?

..................... "apa setan maghribi tu nak lagi? " kata Putra dalam hatinya lagi.

Serious weeehh.

Capik if you can read this.

Budak yang cakap kita lupakan dia tu nak contact kita balik?

apa gilaaa?

well i think he wants to contact you more than contacting me but...

apa gilaaa? (malay version of wtf)

kalau la dia dtg jumpa sebab nak langsaikan dutdutdut.. aku tuu.

aku rasa boleh jadi possible lah cerita 2012 tuh.

but there's a better chance of finding a unicorn than that to happen.

hahaha.

okeh aku hipokrittt..

i still think setan tu is the craziest/most alive person I've ever met.

and i admit i do miss hanging out with crackheads like him some times.

tapi apadehal.

sumbat k dalam hidung anep ngan amel TARAAAA!!

possibly the Most Epicly Awesome Hangout EVER might just happen.

hahahaha.

and that's my weekend.

cam gila dragged kan aku cerita?

sudah laa i see no more point in blogging.

macam capik cakap/tulis.

"saya tidak ada blog sebab saya percaya kisah hidup patut disimpan dalam memori. bukan dalam blog" (edited version)

haha.

Oh and celebrated my eldest brother's birthday that night with a HUMONGOUS dinner in Tanjung Harapan..

8 orang makan, order macam 20 orang nak makan. Awesome la weh!!

Sotong goreng tepung weeehhh!!

Orgasm in bite sized deep fried package!

hahaha

Notes:
Jangan expect aku nak carik kau macam anjing. Sorry.
Haha dah bahagi dua! maybe C 60-40 P ?
serious rasa nak terkencing skang ni.
baba~ nak dompet putra gemuk sikit boleh?
im getting fehtter myself.

Okaaay bloggie,

have a great day ahead!

cukup lah saja berteman dengan kuu *pappaaa~*

haha.

c ya later my dear.

au revoir.

XOXO,

I still love my bloggie so.

Rants! :

Psycho little bitch! Kau dengan blog "tak sangka korang boleh terasa" kau boleh balik cebok! But then again, you do have some good solid points. It's hard to argue when you have good solid points. Haha.

ouuuhh as a small time stalker myself, I feel quite embarassed everytime I feel like greeting the person I stalked when i happen to meet them unexpectedly.

Lisa Surihani, Castle Kampung Baru,
itu hari dengan tailou kaki besi lepak sekali. Waiter taknak frenly lagi? :D
Love Love Love.

If you think I am lame online,
wait til' you meet me in person.
haha.

sara aqilah kacak, blog anda menceriakan hariku selalu auuw auuw~

Life, but not least.

2010-10-04T15:52:00.009+08:00

Someone should really ban facebook and
Blackberry.
And see how you suckers live. MUAHAHA!

Dear Bloggie,

Hi hi!

I moved on. :I

(uuu.. now that sounds cold.)

bloggie, I have moved on with my life and tired with it.

A lot have happened since the last post.

okay tak payah kira last post laaaa.

A lot has happened since last week.

For starters,

......................................................

okay i dont know where to start.

uhmm..

friends

okay friends.

I got to see capik during rhoma's BBQ the other day.

not to mention other bukit naga dudes.

Others.... meehhhh idk idk. makan hati dengan aku kot. msg tak reply pon.

Lain lain.....

Amel cilake busy je kau dari bulan puasa en! en! en!
hahahaha.
next week dia da xde exam so i guess LEPAK time again baby!!
and damn it aku lupa lagu baru kita apa.
AAAAAAAAAA!!
xpat practice la sibey!

moving on,

got to hangout with mikster time bulan raya. or was it puasa?

ok fuck my memory issue.

but it was a hangout nonetheless!!

HAHA!

gileeerrr its been forever since i got into a talk+hangout that deep with anyone.

come to think of it.

maybe it was my first.

AWESOME miks!

next time kena buat lagi.

Deep conversations + orangepeachgum + Din+Bob Mix + orang2 tak kenal so they dont give a flying fuck who we are or what we're talking about.

serious kena buat lagi ~~sekali~~ dua kali.

next time agenda aku pulak!

haha.

then anep.

My trusted companion sepanjang bulan raya.

come to think of it.

almost every week kot?

hahaha

and and..

yang kawan lain tu aku okay je.

tapi lately i feel like avoiding people.

okay i'm avoiding friends and i dont know why.

haihh..

maybe its because i'm troubled therefore i exile myself from other homosapiens.

idk idk.

College has been good.

Final last, last week.

then new sem started last week.

SANGAT AWESOME WEH CUTI SEM AKU HARI AHAD SAHAJA!!

long breaks are overrated anyways.

lagipon nanti aku bole la masok degree cepat sikit.

harap2 laaa.

haha.

the other day was nina's open house..

the other day was Aishah's open house..

the other day was Boy's open house..

the other day was ........

haaaa tak tau.

UH!

raya!!

IT :)

WAS :D

SOOOO =D

lame. :I

tak payah tanya.

I cant believe it but the best part of it was me going back to my kampung.
meeting frankie and faeq.
but then again there was this small incy-wincy little bit part of "kimakakukenajadikulibatakdiktatoriaituabangsedaresendiritanpakerelaanhatiku"
okay tu spoil skit.
but everything else was okay okay la.

My love life..
I'd say it has a small bit of improvement.
tapi macam biasa la kan.
"Putra Hakim" kotttt!!
I destroy my relationships before it can even start.
ahahaha.

OUH!

I made new friends.
well they are mutual friends of ikhwan raji but cool people nonetheless.

Real cool.

makin ramai member makin happening la BBQ aku kalau aku buat nanti.

though i'm not sure if they can fit the porch and my house.

haritu BBQ rhoma je pon cam da crowded gila.

aku tak ajak pon member2 aku lagi.

HOHO!

:D

and lately macam biasa.
aku semakin depressed.

Otak "adolescent" aku semakin bergelora menentang semua.
menentang adab.
menentang revolusi.
menentang rakan.
menentang cinta.
menentang diri sendiri.

though i hate being filled with questions ALL the time.

I know i am gonna miss this when i am older.

Just like I know I am gonna miss my 12 years old self.

haha.

Notes:
I am passive.
Back into my unhealthy diet.
For some reason, rage and violence brings me serenity.
I am scared of what I am and what i may become.
Hakims will rule the world nonetheless.
One small step at a time.
One small step at a time ..

Okay then.
enough for now.
wweeuuuooooww how DO we say our byes bloggie?
hehe.
until next time.
au revoir.
XOXO,
oh, I love you so.

Thoughts:

It is pointless to have wealth, wisdom and power.
When you are missing truth, honesty and faith.

Cakap besar, Bajet bagus, Bajet "brader", Bajet besar, bajet "Up".
simple english dalam blog aku pon tak boleh faham susah jugak kawaannn...

lagi cerita kelakar,
konon member amik TESL kau dua orang bijaksana la?
Kalau bahasa inggeris tahap darjah enam pun dah serabut, susah jugak kawaaannn....
sedih member kau tu camni.
remove sudah?
hahahaha!

I don't walk on water.
I invent a boat.

=)

Avoiding posts diligently.

2010-08-18T13:24:00.004+08:00

Ku nampak layu dalam melayu?

Hey there bloggie and all of my (not so many anymore) reader/s

"OMK! putaputtie~ napew lamerw tuck post blog daahh..?? hhmmmmm.."

"PUTAR I LOVE YOUU!!"

"Putera sign my nip***s!"

OKAY ENOUGH!

i know i'm awesome like that you don't have to really miss me.

HAHA!

okayy hey bloggie how's it goin?

yeaahh i've been missing you a lot too.

millions of things happened to me since my last post.

well for starters the fight which was caused FROM the last post has already been resolved.

katanya lah.

well i hope its resolved, I'm a lover not a fighter yaw.
aku pun kan lemah je backup2 pon xde.
(kan kawan2?) xD

aaaaanyways.

college has been great.

by great i mean empty

by empty i meant my head.

haaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i don't understand a shyte the lecturer is teaching me.

*mojo jojo style*

curseeesss!!!

but still i think i can pull through.

just hopefully i can maintain my pointer to "cukup2 makan"

heh.

well my life has been very different lately.

my hair,
my hobbies,
my thoughts,
my love life,
my hangouts
my friends,
and so on.

too much to tell.

so little time!

haha

gotta get back to my assignments now.

TTYL bloggie.

i might talk to you soon,

we'll see.

hehe.

until next time.

take care,garnier,

au revoir,

XOXO,

I still love you so.

;)

Thoughts:

The other day i saw this vid and it really hit a spot in me. It's about students reading a sign posted on a wall.
So many of them come and scratch their head not knowing what it meant.
then a guy came and change the poster.
same words different language. then all of students gave their "oohh" and "aaahh" and walked away.

here are the words

1st poster: (which got everyone scratching their head)

"Sayangilah Bahasa Kebangsaan Kita"
(with a picture of bapa kemerdekaan)

2nd poster: (which everyone went "oohh" and "aahh")

"Love Our National Language"
(with a picture of bapa pemodenan)

Sekali lagi ku tanyakan,

ku nampak layu dalam melayu?

YesItsSoSeriousIt'sBlogOfficial!

2010-05-24T06:15:00.004+08:00

Don't lie to the perfect liar,
Don't crap on the crap meister.

Dear bloggie,

hey there!

well this post ain't gonna be pretty nor funny.

coz i mad.

yes

you ask "u mad?"

i answer "I MAD! FUUUUUUUUUUUUU.."

haha.

There's this friend of mine once told me

"eh serius la kes kau nih. dah facebook official dah ni! haha"

well it's in my facebook AND blog.

how serious is THAT yo?

:P

Okay right on to my points.

Friends.

yes we all have bunch of them.

and let's say there's this guy.

let's call him Ay-Loser~ (pronounced as " Ay loser" yes. exactly.)

and there's another guy.

ohh fck let's keep it short lah call him "minion A"

haha.

okay okay so i was on bukumuka doin' my thang commenting people.

then VUZAAHHH!!

okay at first i thought it was random..

but then when it happened to a few statuses already.

"Weh these f*u*c***ker*s are trying to island me is it?"

translation into Malay:

"Weh k*i****m*ak2 ni tengah cuba pulau aku keh?"

Translasi ke bahasa inggeris

"Weh these pu**s*sy*m***om2 is trying to isolate me keh?"

and i was like

okay first of all i admit.

Minion A is a bit funny in some of the other posts.

and Ay-Loser too i guess?

really?*

okay no not really.

my point is that.

i was replying to a friend of mine.

which is I admit you guys know the person first.

but c'mon lah.

instead of mingle and mix with new people.

you guys shun outsiders from entering your puny little circle of friends and thinking you guys are better because you guys came from "the city"?

*Weh raya nanti ingatkan aku, ambik gambar middle finger aku tampal kat pintu bilik kau dua orang!

why so?

coz i look more forgiving during Raya times.

xD

sumpah loser nak mampus perangai korang.

memang problem ah kau.

hah!

perangai camni baik tak payah lah sial.

At first i did hear about Ay-Loser's mischief in his university of institute of technology of "movingforward"

my best friend even talk a bit about his douchebaggery.

but i was like..

meeehhhh kesian la dia. aku dgn dia dlu cool je kan.

but now..

hah PHAQIU!

"lu ingat lu bruce lee wa takut? butoh pak hang!!"

(okay takde kaitan. i just love the way those guys said it haha)

okay okay back to my point.

and this minion A.

i admit he's friendly with all of his friends from his place.

i can see his name everywhere almost in every post.

so i thought "maybe he's one cool guy"

but.

TTEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTT!!!

hah PHAQIU!

seriously you two asswipes ruined the name of the kids from your place.

or as they would say it in malay

serius ah korang dua ekor lapjubur rosakkan nama budak2 area asal korang.

i thought only the young ones have issues.

i guess...

no matter where they from.

douchebags will always be douchebags.

Too bad they both come from the same place and tarnish its very name.

pityseeking bitchlikegossiping loser.

no wonder i never saw any "new" frens from ay-loser 's university of institute of technology of "movingforward"

even they hate you.

patot ah pindah.

haih.

to those that know who i'm talking about.

(at most only 2 people kot?)

well.

1. kau diam troll-womaannn!!

and for the second guy

dia buat hal. yes kau betul. dia memang sial. aku paham perasaan kau skang.

fuuhh.
serious aku terkejut dan terkilan bhai.

hahaha.

and one more thing bloggie.

I've been thinking about it a lot.

It seems that i get pissed off rather easily when people think I am dumb when the fact that they don't really catch what I am saying.

or when I don't intentionally act dumb.

Notes:
Life appears to be more and more meaningless.
Semester starts next week.
Hopefully I'll write to you more then Bloggie.
Found a new karaoke place with Umu n Amel.
PabloHoney, HoneySweetPlum and Romantic.
I will suck the life out of this triforce!
oh and the infamous
"Dreaming Waterfall"
HAHAHAHA!

okay that would be all bloggie.
sorry about the curses.
i cen***ed them.
hopefully they can't understand it.
:P
Okay until then.
Be safe.
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love you so.

Words! :

Remember the day I threw the "kite of you" off the cliff?
It flew back right in through my window of thoughts,
occupying the spaces in my heart.

A small fib for that spelling person.

2010-05-20T03:29:00.006+08:00

"Yeah I'm amazed,
I still love you the same."

- Amazed by Mozella

Dear Bloggie,

it amazes me how a simple reconnection with an old urrmm.. crush?

yeah we can call her a crush..

well I've recently reconnected with an ex-crush.

and.

the moments she left me with to ponder simply amazes me.

that best and worst day at the same time rings.

i still remember.

the morning after.

when that small flow of emotion, drips away from my soul.

50% Love
50% Heartbreak

(thy fiction ends here)

HAHAHAHAHA.

Yo bloggie my wo-MAN!

Whak izzup in THA HOOOD MY MANG!

well sorry for not writing bloggie,

A LOT of things happened.

The good, the bad, the ugly.

well lots of 'em are good.

Thank God!

Come to think of it bloggie,

I think now I am starting to become a shisha addict.

for example.

I can't stop talking about shisha.

this shit is the only thing that runs through my mind nowadays.

Maybe it's just a phase.

since I don't really feel THAT excited after the shisha arrives.

just the excitement of going.
Moment of truth with flavor picking
the Rush of "Tintong"
and ...........

meehhhh~

they will all suck in the end.

it's just like when i first started hanging out at mamaks namely section 7.

Boy, was I excited back then.

but after awhile,

blah blah blah blah...

it got boring.

Like all phase,

This too will pass.

Shisha,
You will pass.

haha.

Just don't hog the hose my brotha.

oh oh bloggie,

it kinda feels empty nowadays.

come to think of it.

it's been like this for a long time.

since I can ever remember.

It's as if my life until this day is just a day of getting through.

another day of struggle,

with no ambition,
rarely any motivation.

can't wait for the day when I can wholeheartedly tell that special woman.

"My whole life was a void before I met you. Leave me now, or stay with me til' death do us part"

Hohoho!

haa.

Muka garang, dalam hati ada taman.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Notes:
To come dudes and babes:
BBQ,
Karaoke,
Maybe a sahabat91's gathering? it's a big chance of 2%!
More shisha,
Hangouts with new friends, Yeah YOU guys and girls of shah alam section 2,3,6,7,8,9,10,11,12!
Okay these are my activities so far.

Do contact me anytime if you want to make it happen.

As long as you want it to happen,
I can make it happen.
Insya'allah.

Tata Bloggie,
Take good care of yourself dear.
Baik-baik skit dgn donnel tu.
Tah haram keh halal i tak tau la.
jangan buli2 dia eh!
haha
okay c ya
au revoir,
XOXO,
Do you love me so?

Videos :

To be honest,
I only know the YMCA part.
I don't know what the rest of the lyrics are.
=____="

That turning frown, went back around.

2010-05-11T06:30:00.003+08:00

I will drown, drown every night.
In every moment that you cannot hide.

Dear Bloggie,

Heh heh helluu.

It's been so long since my last post.

well my life so far has been terrific!

more and more time spent with my close friends.

All is well.

maybe I'm having too much fun to even remember you bloggie.

:P

For the remaining holidays I plan on spending it wisely with friends.

but that is soon to come.

for what has passed let me share it with you bloggie.

well briefly.

haha.

:)

The highlights are..

Hangouts with Ahmil and Anep.

too many good memories to be stated here.

:D

oh but special shout out for a plan of mine with Anep this holidays.

We're going on a Shisha Place Hunt!

or as i would always call it "Destinasi Shisha!"

Haha!

Oh!

celebrated Mikster's birthday the other day.

it was an unusual crowd but Best Gila Weehh!

Hohooo!

and errrmmm...

oh soon to come movie and karaoke plan.

however the day we planned have a bit of problem.

It's Jusco's J-Card day that day.

DANGFLABBIT!

i dont think the movie's crowd gonna be any lesser.

haiihhh.

we'll see what happens.

and and i went to ampang yesterday.

FINALLY! i got the chance to hangout with zyma and Niya again.

it sucks a lot that i can't meet ezani, waawa, farah, noip and Jira.

but still it was quite nice.

*sorry lah i didn't talk much. I ni pemalu orangnya. hahahaha

and after that i went to Bro Hasbul's !

SHISHHOOONN!!!

oh but sadly the shisha dude was a newbie for that place.

Apple Lemon Mint suppose to be a good combi.

but haihh.

sakai lah dia bikin.

^____^"

HELLAFUN meeting Bro Hasbul again.

haha.

Can't wait for next time.

poker with Bro Sakhee.

:P

until then c ya.

Notes:
Having too much in common is freaking her out
but made me happier.
i think.
Maybe I should get an external HD.

this post is written when i am feeling rather grim.
sorry.

so long bloggie,
until next time.
maybe i'll write something longer next time.
C ya.
au revoir,
XOXO.
i love...

Extra Notes:

Even hanging out with my best cousin can't kill this wholesomelonesome feeling.
if he can't, who could?

B C S

2010-04-22T01:00:00.003+08:00

Define,
Freedom

Dear bloggie and friends.

I am now officially.....

thinking about relationships lot.

single for a long time and I'm not sure if i am ever available.

confused about life and events that occur.

scared at the mere thought of future.

loving my long hair.

having fun in college.

and also.

I am officially.

HAVING MY SEMESTER BREAK YO!

Whatcha say to that suckaasss!!!

I am now OFFICIALLY

Budak Cuti Sem

First Step: Introduction.

2010-04-15T02:48:00.002+08:00

A: *while sleeping* KOKOROOMMMMM!!!!!
B: Bajet a nak sampai ngigau dota. Main bukan pro pon. ceyh!

Dear bloggie,

hey hey.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

well finally i had a day with ze infamous cookie.

Let's just say.

it was.....

HELLA FUNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!

waaaaaaaa...

okay i admit that at some point of it there were awkward "idkwhattosay" silence mood.

but hey.

for being alone the first time together.

that is bound to happen right?

and the mood thing happened like only twice?

and i was with cookie for like...

one hour plus at least?

near two hours lah.

well,

meeting together for the first time EVARRR.

and could be quite talkative with each other.

i'd say that's a success.

or as borat would say.

hahaha.

well, to be honest.

it was kind of more to awkward than dreamy.

and cookie even thought that i was bored.

(no wonder cookie also looked bored)

hahahahaiyyyoooo..

oh well..

at least its a start.

i always sucks when it comes to one on one conversations anyways.

next time, WITH FRENS!

with cookie's frens to be exact.

xD

14th April 2010.

May this date never leave my thought.

:P

notes:
Ever heard of a broke student's sarcastic laughter?
ask me for a loan and you'll hear it. =)
budak matriks dah tamat. YATTAAAAAAA!
1 more week dah cuti sem.
wah wahh x sabar.
eh f! mana nk carik duit lepak?
The good day was good.
Happy troll is happy.
xD

That's all bloggie,
c ya later okay
have fun.
haha.
Hi, my name is Putra. and I'm a shisha Addict.
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh, i can't say it so.

Warning! :

Feed the troll!
They NOM* NOM* losers like you for desserts.

Hook up, Break up, Make up, it Ends up as? WeDGASH!

2010-04-11T22:20:00.005+08:00

A: Chill man. Relax.
B: Dude, I'm so relaxed I put stoned Bob Marley to shame.

Dear Bloggie,

I hate my life. FML.
all these things around me keeps fking up even way before i could amend it.
I have failed a lot of people in my past.
But this time is just too much.
I can't take the pressure might as well end my life right here and now.
I am far too depressed to even think straight.

agak2 ayat atas ni cukop tak nk penuhkan bende preview kat dashboard diorang tuh bloggie?

hahahahahahahaha!!

yeah yeah!

MAYFIRSTT!!
Lambang seeejatiii!!

Hello bloggie,

it's been quite sometime now since i've posted smthg new here.

well i have been occupied with small things in life which occupies my time.

huh?

texting?

calls?

MMS-ing?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

text for hang outs, and 2 times with these female persons.

kau tak payah tahu.

calls and mms.

uhh.

called mikki a lot for the two hang out few weeks back.

this person aaa i tell youuu!!

call pun susah angkat lagi pulak nak text.

tunggu beranak anak cucu la baru dia reply.

anyways,

Life's been pretty easy on me.

well i do admit having difficulties with the decision on whether to have a GF or not.

but,

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i think i can be a hermit whenever i want to.

xD

these few days been hanging out with Amel a lot.

well, at least now our hang-outs have a rather productive outcome than before.

tak paham?

tak payah paham.

FF yeah.

xD

Be warned that the next contents of this post contains EXTREME level of profanities and curses.
A lot of you WILL get offended.
I am not responsible if you felt the flame.
Just being honest here.

You Have Been warned!

ouuuuuuuuuuuuhhh back to my title bloggie! (sheesh this is the first)

seriously laaaa i shit you not! lah kan bloggie dearest.

nowadays there are lots and lots of relationship problems.

or as they would prefer to call them "relationship issues".

haizz.

when i open my facebook all i can see is.

"she is missing him"

"she is missing him again"

"she is hurting because of him"

"she loves him very much"

(2 days later...)

"she hates him to bits"

"she misses him very much. but they see each other all the time in classes etc."

"she wonders if he is right for her"

"she loves him and expresses it, but he don't even have a facebook account"

"she hates her for hurting him which she loves but he loves her who is hurting him"

and for guys,

"he ..... is playing CoD"

"he (a fag) is listening to justin bieber"

"he is too bloody lazy to care"

"he is arguing over football coz it's more worth it than fighting over chicks."

END OF EXAMPLES.

see bloggie,

and people say girls mature faster than boys pppffffffffffftttttttttssss..

I say boys mature faster than girls.

Prove?

how many matured man that u see don't even give a shit?

that's right.

MOST of them.

Boys matured state = WeDGASH!

which stands for "We Don't Give A Shit!"

so when we mature, we don't give a shit,

then girls sees this and they go

uuuuwww~ boys are sooo immature.

well F! that, WeDGASH!

and girls all go awwww she backstabbed me, i didn't know that my gedik actions would cause this.

awwww i think he is cheating on me, and i don't have any proof at all. he IS cheating on meee

awww i miss him sooo much. i forgot how my phone works to even call himm.

and guys are like "BITCH GET A LIFE MTHRFKR! DIU LEY AH MA GEH CHAU CHEE BYE AH!!!"

but then again we have all matured and just go..

WeDGASH!

oh oh back to my story.

this relationship thing is really disturbing.

and i hate it that facebook is so public that when you rant,

DEMMIT your whole friend can see it.

and some probably is looking for crappy dickless comments like

"aww dear, poor you. Jahat la lelaki tuh."

"kesian you. be strong okay"

"sayang, kenapa ni?"

"dear, you okay tk ni?"

of thefucking course she is not okay dumbass!

bitch needs to get a fking life!

i seriously fking to The MAX!!! hate these type of sorry ass bitches and fags (yes some guys do it too) that cries for help.

like,

i wanna shout to their faces,

MTHRFKR!!! DIU LEI LOU MOU laaa MAHAI!!!!!!

luckily i don't know many of fags that cries for help,

well maybe one or two that's not worth mentioning.

In conclusion.

1. I have had it up to HERE! (raises my "hand bar" up high near the ceiling)

2.

I understand that these things are just to release tension. But COME ONE! They have been going at it non-stop for like... a few days now? or was it weeks? months?

Some people can stand it and can just WeDGASH! But guys please.
My future career option and my diploma REQUIRES me to be more emphatic than I already am. I tried so hard to WeDGASH! but i can hold it until only so long before i burst. (thus the post.)

I understand that you are feeling deep deep shit but please.
Get a twitter.
Be a tweet-bitch there i dont care.
i dont have a twitter.
facebook is for networking, NOT what you are going through on your daily life.
T-W-I-T-T-E-R PLEASE!
well, unless you are one attention seeking bitch/fag that sucks life out of the shit-sympathy-comment that people post.

I am sorry for my deep profanities.

but it was stated that this blog is for 18 and above right?

=)

Notes :
Troll needs moar troll friend to communicate.
so hard to speak nowadays.
Bank acc is running dry.
perhaps movie this wednesday or anyday?
This blog is dedicated to anonymous.
tapi,
siapa makan cili dia terasa pedas.
come to think of it.
this post,
i am looking for death and trouble

Maaf. Saya jujur, bukan baik hati dah sekarang.

That's all for now bloggie!
toodle-oo!
gonna miss ya.
be brave,
be healthy,
go to a rave,
it's to party not make a baby.
haha.
okay bye now.
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love you so.

More Notes! :

Bonjour fuzz,
Tu me manques tellement. mais je suis trop paresseux pour sms type
Je me demande si nous pouvons être ensemble
Oh, je ne sais pas
trop de choix

Mon coeur est à toi mon cookie.
qui est, si vous le voulez

we love our bread, we love our butter, but most of all,
we love each other.
Madeline FTW!
HAHA!

tak paham den bahaso apo kobondo ni do.
ekau tolong translate lah yo?

WeDGASH!

Slap to my face. FML.

2010-04-04T04:43:00.002+08:00

When life grabs you by the balls.
dude, I wish I was born with three sometimes.

Dear bloggie,

agak jiwa kacau kan topik malam ni?

well.

HAHA NO WAY JOSE!

actually this post is only to congratulate my brother on proving to me that he can actually REALLY move on from his ex.

I thought it'd take him like...

ouuhhh idk.

another month or two before he even starts to get to know more girls.

but DEMYUROMA!

dah ada awek baru.

and the way he explains his new ex seems quite okay.

gotta be careful how you speak about your ex with her.

EVERYONE hates that.

and though i think i can see her weakness already.

but maybe it's just my imagination.

she scores 85% for me bro.

haizz.

adik dah siap bukak chapter 2 dalam love life.

abang dia bila pulak kan cookie?

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

aaaaaanyways bloggie,

It's been a swell week.

I F'ed up my assignments last Friday.

I'mma tell you one time!

the starting part got like 3 citations

and the rest of it only full of Putra-ology to go with.

I can smell Miss smokin'HOT Smita's comment already.

1. Putra, you have 5 references but i can only see 1,2 citations. Think you can fool me troll? BEE-YOTCHHH!!

2. how come there's only citations on your first paragraph? did you write a book and decided to NOT cite yourself in your essay? troll needs moar schooling!

3. stop dozing off in my class DEMMIT! Or else I'm gonna make you run the whole lobby NAKED! Twice.

4. this essay sucks so hard i think it can give a BJ. (okay ini tipu)

xD

haizz.

4 hours of head-cramping is not enough.

I hate facebook for this.

ARGHHH!

AAAAAAAAAAAnyways.

Anep came back again.

WHOOP-DEE-DOO!

Hookah session to the MAX!

patio@7 was closed suddenly.

so we had to suffer with the barra's hookah guy.

his flavors taste like crap,

he chops the coal TOO frucking small.

and ..

he just sucked.

HOWEVER!

it was still great since MIKKI and AMEL could join us.

and a new hypothesis is considered PROVEN.

which is.

Guys do NOT talk about girls as much girls talk about guys with their close friends.

we talked about ghosts man!

i did try to slip "girls" into our topic but it ends up..

P: weh korang single lagi x?

An, Mik: big yes!

Ah: aku ada awek doo

P: uish sape shiaaall! xnak share info en mel! demyu!

Ah: awek aku miley cyrus rambut hitam.

Mik: baju putih?

An: kaki x cecah lantai?

Ah: Spot On Mate.

P: (stoned) I need to stop imagining the conversations that didn't really happen in my head. I'm gonna fill my blog with all craps and no info.

comprende senor?

no?

haha.

the above conversation didn't happen la macha.

but still.

they all DID manage to change the topic to ghosts back again.

haiiissshh.

Oh oh!

i went to jusco.

and i went to the MPH there.

I learned 2 new things.

1. Novels about vampires are A LOT now. suddenly?

2. Tuesdays with Morrie, Damn good book. Maybe i just download it. but then again. I'd wanna treasure it and just buy my first novel EVAR!

3. Ice Blend Mocha is the only thing good in Oldtown white coffee kopitiam.

4. the fact above I already know. Just emphasizing it to stop blog readers from wasting their money eating/drinking there.

XD

a month until holiday.

Haircut?
Diet?

sorry, i stopped giving a damn about what other people think quite sometime ago.

call me rude,
call me immature,
call me arrogant,
call me asshole.

and you might just get to see my "kisah-pantik?" face.

notes:
Congratulations Rhoma!
can't differ whether i reached another level in self-actualization.
or i'm just in too deep living in my comfort zone.
F! that jom gi makan?
XD
RM30, Tuesdays With Morrie. seems fair?

That's it.
cya later bloggie,
I'll write to ya soon!
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love her so.

Dialogues! :

I LOLOLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE twilight.

Bella: Edward, have you heard about the joke they didn't tell to Gay people?

Edward: No.

Bella: .........

The hardest riddle of all. Human Heart.

2010-03-25T00:07:00.005+08:00

If a song could get me you.
- Marit Larsen

Dear .....

okay okay jangan merajuk.

mucuk2 bloggie ku sayang~

hehahe.

well this post is unbelievably early kan?

guess i just wanna talk.

and i miss you.

he ha he~

okay here's the deal bloggie,

u ever heard the saying that when a male asks a female what she's listening to, she'll give him a song that contains a message she wants to send to him

or something like that.

well it is fakeandgay. or as we say it in this blog,

BULLSHIT!

well mmmmmmmmmmmaaayybe not 100% BS?

idk. idk.

well actually,

(please. while reading this, bear in mind that i have a VERY VERY ACTIVE imagination)

the other day, we uhh.. me and uhmm.. u know~

we talked coz coincidentally we were both online that time.

and as our conversations go on and on.

i suddenly popped the question.

NO. I did not ask her to marry me.

yet.

:P

okay okay btms,

my question was a usual one.
(re-typed in Normal English Language not Putra's Language)

"What are you doing right now?"

and so she replied.

"listening to a song"

which her usual reply would be "the usual, online facebook, ym, bored."

then i asked again.

"What song are you listening to?"

and she said,

"The only exception - paramore"

and then i searched for it and read the lyrics and....

i replied

"I love you"

then she said

"OH NO SHE DIII'IIINT!"

then i replied

"Yeah that bitch DID! OMGWTFBBQ!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then I replied,

"Yes she DID!"

Then she replied,

"Na'ah!"

Then i was like,

"You better bring me a sandwich before i chrisbrown your face WOMAN!"

Then she replied,

"No way pedro! you better shut up before i RAPE comment your facebook wall yo!"

Then i replied, (in anger)

"You ain't the boss of me! REBELLLLLL!!! whales DON'T DO MATHS!!"

then she replied,

"Bitch you better bring me back milk and cookies from YO MOMMA!"

then i replied,

"BimbosayWHAT!"

then she was all up in my face replying,

"What??"

Then i replied,

"YO Momma is So ugly that aliens mistook her for lady gaga!"

then she was like,

"OH NO YOU DIIII'IIIINNTTT!!!!"

Then i replied,

"Chuck Norris can set ants on fire with a magnifying glass. At night."

Then she said,

"Stop it before i bitch-slap you ho!"

Then i replied,

"Yeah! Tiger Woods IS THE MANNN!!!!"

-The End-

(told you i have a very VERY active imagination)

haheha.

nothing serious really happened.

and none of the above happened.

all of 'em.

i haven't chat with her for some time now.

but then again we did talk about that song.

Now I wonder...

It seems like a sign.

Is it?

Notes:
I just know I'm gonna die next week.
assignments all on hold!
Sei lor!
Getting fatter and fatter.
i think the other day some elves almost carried me back to north pole.
that is until they heard i speak malay.
Santa don't speak malay meyhh?
Racist son of a gun.

That's it~
c ya bloggie,
take good care of yourself okaayy.
gonna miss you.
au revoir,
XOXO,
i love you so,
;)

Videos! :

A letter from the puzzled one.

2010-03-22T13:43:00.002+08:00

Dear Mr.A-nonymous.

well.

actually i was about to bitch you in this post on..

1) How immature of you to bash us, half awake without even explaining WTF happened.

- since you're that pissed off i guess we really did something bad. but would it kill you to tell what exactly we did to you with who about what?

2) How "Genius" your punishment by pulling away the audio.

- first of all. i dont think it really affects neither me nor the other guy. Second, i have A SHARE in that? remember you asked MY MUNNEYH when u wanted to buy that. i own at least 30% share in that item. but oh well, everything that's mine u always consider yours anyways kan?

well i was gonna bitch and bash some more because this is WAYYY lower than your "mentality".

come to think of it.

its even lower than mine.

BUT!

I'm gonna try and be the big man like you are (or used to be).

and walk away.

Be happy. Do explain.

coz we're fucking clueless on what you were talking about.

Happy, clappy but not crappy!

2010-03-20T13:28:00.003+08:00

Bang, kasi setting BOEIK punya* okay!*
(sucks hose) this tastes like crap >:3

Dear bloggie,

yes yes title itu di cilok dari tajuk album "Couple".

ahahahahahaaaanyways~

whaddup karipap?

miss me?

xD

the week has been great!

started sweating a lot in most of the evenings.

can't really blame the weather.

haha.

well bloggie nowadays i seem to think and reflect a lot about my life.

its like my mind is refreshing and preparing just in case it needs to flash my whole life in front of my eyes.

if you know what i mean*

moving on,

nowadays i stopped and stare everyone with their life.

some made it RICH.

some changed.

some fight.

some .....

eh wait.

not "SOME" fought.

A LOT of people around me nowadays are fighting.

dudes, chicks, young guns, old schools, it made no difference.

not just that.

i also keep on watching fail relationships around me.

WTF is up with youngsters nowadays?

they've just started going out but already quarrel like hell.

it'd be better if they just stop right?

haaiiissshhh.

but then again, it's none of my beezwhacks to go and slap 'em with my advices.

bloggie dear,

ever since my second semester in college started,

i always kept thinking on finding my soulmate.

well, a match is actually found.

but its just that...

errmmm.. let me explain it this way,

u ever heard of the quote

"When married, woman expects everything to change, guys expects everything will be just the same"

okay?

and my point is first, i damn sure am still single and not married.

xD

second is that the thing happened to my suppose-to-be-soulmate

okay here's the story,

i've had this Major crush on her a few years back.

back then she was almost everything i ever wanted.

with the hair, style etc etc. everything lah.

but, during those times she was with this dude, Adoi!

all i can do is to ensure my existence is written in her life's dictionary.

that would be enough, that was my thought back then.

and then a few years passed,

TARAAAA she's single.

and i was like O-M-G !!!

this is my chance.

this is my time.

this is my dream coming true.

until..

ZZAAAASSS !!

she changed her appearance.

with shawl, and tutup litup semua lah.

Alhamdulilah, she changed.

everyone would say, that's better putra, she's gonna be a keeper! everyone wants a wife with shawl on and all.

Great news right?

well.

TTTEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTT!!!

wrong.

it's not that i have anything against religious teachings and all.

but people always say that "good girls are meant for good guys"

well...

i know myself.

i'm not a good guy.

but i pretend to be one.

and i pretend good.

Thus, this equation only leads to.... TARAAA~

we're not meant for each other.

wanna know the best part bloggie?

she and i.

we have lots in common.

wait..

let me rephrase that.

we have billions of things in common!

wait let me emphasize on that.

We have B-I-L-L-I-O-N-S of thing IN COMMON!

imagine that.

on the outside she used to look exactly what my dream girl would look like.

on the inside, we're almost like a twin. we might even think alike.

which makes 100% marks inside out of my dream girl.

until she fell out of my "taste" category.

it is not that she got ugly, Hell no!

she just changed in to a much better person.

better than i deserve.

and this is why i'm still going back and forth about having a relationship with her.

most probably this will all go in drains.

it'd be fun to have a friend that have billions of things in common right?

i can be all bitchy and spill my problems with her.

and it'd be like talking to myself, only with a different voice from a different body.

ahahahahaha.

and to add to my misery.

i now believe that couples should talk more face to face than through text/call.

thus further strengthens my stand against long distance relationship.

UMNO terus mara untuk rakyat Malaysia~

:P

notes:
I don't know who I'm in love with anymore.
haha, this is gonna suck. :|
New shoes is probable.
Honey and Clover Season 2 DVD = MUST BUY!
asik pikir masalah duit, terkedu jugak tengok ayol skang.
haiiihhhh.

well,
that's it.
want some more?
come see me laaa.
he he he~
c ya bloggie,
au revoir,
XOXO,
i love you so!

Quotes! :

Never have my eyes set sight on something with such beauty.
Never have my heart stopped and gasped for air when I see a face.
Never have my mind so occupied thinking about a single person.
Never have my senses tingle in every sensation of you.
Never have my reactions dumbfounded by worldly beaut.
Never have my words repeat for the sake of poetic values.
Never have my desires asked for nothing but you.
Never have my bullshit been like this in a post.

=)

From Karim, To CIK mOOn Ella

As time moves on, so shall people.

2010-03-08T14:54:00.004+08:00

Does he look at you the way I do?
Try to understand the words u say and the way you move.

Dear bloggie,

wake up in the morning feeling like imblogging~

hahahaha.

whaddup karipap?

=)

its been too long since i post anything here.

guess nowadays keeping stuff to myself seems to be working better than i thought.

well, we all have to grow up sometimes bloggie.

aaaanyways~

life's been good.

people in my situation would probably say they're tied up with college, assignments and school stuffs~

but hey,

fuck them.
(oops!)

F' them!
(much bettah!)

just because i occasionally go to college thrice a week.

do some research a bit-a bit for my assignments (okay ini tipu)

does not mean i am busy with them.

that's called ...

idk...

it's called something when bullshit and avoidance got married.

and they have little babies,

and the baby's name would be that word.

urghh my vocabulary sucks.

btms,

it is sickening how some people pretend they are busy with something,

while doing something else.

that is stupid.

why can't people nowadays appreciate honest truth like ye olde' times.

even though truth hurts but still,

it is better said than a "made-up" lie just to make yourself look busy and "ihavealifenotlikeyoun00b!"

well, unless if its a secret then truth should be kept to yourself.

i seem to blabber out some secrets to my close clique once or twice.

although i know it is safe with them but still.

WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME!

(oops!)

WHAT THE F' IS HAPPENING TO ME!
(much bettah!)

i used to be the best secret keeper that i know.

no, its not a typo. i am the best secret keeper that I know. well used to.

haizzz.

oh! no worries bloggie.

the secrets i blabbered out are just small things like who you used to date etc. etc..

sigh*

i'm losing my touch.

eh ehh i'm wayy off topic.

btms,

nowadays it sickens me whenever i see a lie in front of my face.

more and more people are being hypocrites.

they say other people are two faced back stabbers.

well, they forgot one more friend that they see in the mirror everyday.

stupiddumb@$%@*#^$(@&$%^@($^@&*!%!@!!!!

haisshhh.

okay btm-real-s,

nowadays i'm busy with doing nothing.

it just amazes me how i can pass the time everyday by doing different random stuffs.

sleep late at night around 3?

then,

watch tv from 9 to 5,

eat, bathe, etc etc..

play a round or two of battle realms (VUINGVUING! TARRRRbaik!)

or just plain old DoTA.

and then online until late night.

haihhh..

kalau2 la aku cam dok uitm then tgh exam week.

mesti lagi best kan?

WAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

:P

don't worry friends,

one day karma will return ALL this back to me.

so korang relax, sit back, tido, and soon aku kena balik punya.

(cara aku mengelak retaliation dari korang ni agak cool bukan?)

hahaha

aaaaaanyways,

life's been good,

god is being oh-so-SUPER kind to my tummy.

its getting bigger and bigger by the day.

wonder if i should dress up as garfield/homer/peter griffin for my birthday?

xD

Notes:
next week kelas isnin cancel.
I'm gonna be free from thursday until monday
5 days free.
dah macam cuti sem korang kan?
hahahahaahahaa

well,
c ya soon bloggie,
yes yes i will call her soon enough.
she's having her exams takkan nak kacau.
xD
au revoir,
XOXO.
Oh, i love you so bloggie.

Regrets! :

Before,
I used to think that everyone will change.
EVERYONE, but you.
oh,
How gravely have I been mistaken.

Don't shed a tear for me nigga, I ain't happy here.
Hope they bury me, and send to me to my rest.
Headlines reading, "murdered to death".
My last breath.

-"If i die tonight" Tupac Shakur

Sportsday, Bull and Killuminati.

2010-02-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

When will I,
see your face again?

Dear bloggie,

Meet eznxx and zymaza~

mereka berdua ini rupanya tahu akan posisi anda bloggie.

haishiooo.

well,

welcome welcome.

please forget this link when u feel bored.

p/s: guys please keep this blog to urself okaayy? i'll change the link if there's too many anonymous keeping up with my blog. like, SERIOUSLY

haha.

=)

Dear bloggie,

how's life so far?

well mine seems to flow quite well.

i can't remember quite well.

but i do remember sports day at SEkolah Menengah bukit INDAh

a.k.a SEMINDA!

yaa i know!

gila random dia pick nama tuh!

still cool though.

At first i didn't want to go.

GILA!

Ampang memang lah sebelah rumah kan?

but but but,

since eznxx and zymaza and noip invited me more than once.

i was pumped up to go!

the sports day was...

uhmmm...

empty?

haha.

i think 90% of the people that attended is competing in one of the events.

Gila sikit!

it was a BUST!

well luckily that's not the only reason i was there.

i get to meet ZYMA! and EZANI! and NOIP! and uhhh...

farah, mysha, jira blur? (serius minah ni sangat cute + cool), and..

T-E-J-A !!!

okay seriously girl.

i am in loveeeeee~

her name even rhymes with......

MOVING ON!

well teja teja teja teja.

i'll be back to court you when you are 18 okay?

that is IF we are not "familial-ly related" first

catch my drift?

hahaha

it was really fun.

well zyma is always busy with R.

blah a korang.

stop the bullshit and proceed je boleh tak?

:P

besides T-E-J-A and zyma and noip,

it was nice meeting ezani again.

and farah.

and jira. yes jira.
haha.

and after the sportsday and hangouts at TR.

R and myself head to our cousin's house.

BULL!!!!

or better known as hasbullah.

haha.

he is one gaddengsonofagunseriousakutaktipumasokair! type of person.

anep cuak corner dgn aku kan?

try naik myvi dgn dia nep.

thumbsup.

it'll cure ur phobia in 3 turns.

hahahahahaha

oh i spent a few days at his house.

played ps2, online, ate, bathed and..

RUM DUM DUMM!!!!!

SHISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

(imagine girls screaming voice here)

Flavor?

Sallom + Peach FTW!

SERIOUS TARRRRRRRRRRbaik!

slack xde lime juice a situ.

situ? mana?

The Castle BHAI!

i bet anep is prruutttyyy jealous by now.

;P

hahahaha.

oh and the castle lagi satu bukan dkat andalus tuh.

Thanks bul bawak aku dgn R.

and and like always~

ada awek cun arab.

2 orang.

yes i know you guys expect me to say that kan?

well, its not my fault that hot chicks keeps on appearing everytime i'm chillin n hangin bruuhh~

xDD

and saturday was the birthday of Dato' Jalaludin Hassan.

yes the actor.

Happy Birthday Dato' !!!

spent the night with noip,

and WOAHH ps3 memang gempak siut!

Thanks for showing me the awesomeness of ps3 and for kicking my ass in wrestling noip!

kau TAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRbaik!

xDD

Notes:
Gotta send His Majesty to KLIA on monday.
Class starts again!
2 Assignments on due so far.
haiyooo~
maybe the car is available for hangouts this week?
hmm idk idk idk.
Big kudos To Bull for the hospitality!

okay bloggie dear mucuk mucuk.
c ya soon okay dear,
i wonder what happened to cookie kan?
haishh,
okayh,
c ya
stay well okay bloggie,
take care,
XOXO,
Oh i love... who so?
of course i love YOU bloggie!
xDD
au revoir.

Philo-stoned-phy:

When every song that hits the charts came from some unknown person. It made me wonder. They sell their soul to the devil just like every other.

Notes Friends: When an artist is singing a love song, and didn't say who he/she is loving. He/she is loving an entity not a person. In short he/she is loving some THING not some ONE

Especially Lady Gaga, Jay-z and beyonce.

Educate yourself.

It is time for us to be more aware of this issue.

Vigilant Citizen.

It is time for us to wake up.

Youtube about this.

"The truth behind music industry"

Illuminati want my mind soul and my body,
Secret society tryin' to keep their eye on me.

Expelliarmus!!!

2010-02-24T02:25:00.003+08:00

I can withstand bullshits.
but. this. is. too. much!
Where the -f- is the toilet?

Dear bloggie.

Heiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Expelliarmus!!!

i dispell the depression!

AWAAAYYYY!!!

whadup b?

=D

well its been a while since i updated.

busy with college and sleep and hangouts and facebook.

cant believe im now hooked on facebook.

haiyooo.

even my dad have facebook.

IMAGINE THAT!

luckily i can still keep bits and pieces of my privacy to myself.

=)

okay bloggie.

CNY holidays.

HAHA!

thanks to miss janice and her Journal report.

all i felt throughout the holiday is

"shit! Im gonna die. Journal! -f- ! lepak? awh man. journal. shit! Im gonna die. Journal! -f- !"

haha.

and it is REALLY FUN!

but all of my "fun" is blocked out of my body thanks to the journal.

eh.
actually.
for a last minute work.
i completed the journal and got it sent on time.
well.
not great but i guess a pass is better than nothing.

kepala hotak ko lah putra! MATI ko time degree nanti! MAMPUH MUUUU!!

gaddengitt!

MU memang mampuuuhhh!

haha.

aaaaaanyways,

over the holidays i did some stuffs with frens.

thumbsupgilabestakurasanakbungeejumppunyatahapseronoklahsial!

xDD

get my drift?

let me remember what i did/had.

shisha and games and hang out with anep and the dudes from 7.
azam mail fahmi zuhair ooi

whachhaaa!

Sunway pyramid with amelia.
edwin is cool! next time carls Jr again okay chickenn!!

xDD

couple of weddings. met maera at one.
at least we met lah during the holiday!

=)

accompanied capik shopping with amel.
EGG TART TARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRbaik BHAIII!!

ngaahahahaaha. oh and mudpie too. deng!

installed and played and hooked with Battle Realms: Winter Of The Wolf.
TERIMA KASIH CAPiK! sarcasticly and really.
dari dlu aku nak WOTW nih.
and terima kasih sebab game nih gak a assignment aku tertangguh-tangguh.

babi pressureeeeeeeee!!

OHH!! Met my old-BEST FRIEND from primary school.
Arif Fikri !!
played CS since the stupid cc dnt have dota.

KIMEEKKK asal aku bole xtau blowJOB-NET takde DoTA?

Sat my ass home for 2 days without plan. and doing assignment.
haha. nightmare.
THANKS Tqa!!! kau punya pressure mengingatkan assignment aku memang!!

langsung tak menolong. it was REALLY fun though! hahahaha

and the best Day EVVUUHHH!!
went to mid with the sahabat91 peeps!
Met Zik the foist time~
ketotkementot paid for my first starbucks.
yeh yeah laugh all you want.
i refuse to pay MY money to them jews.
[no offense to starbuck lovers. =)]

uhmm.. camwhored with 2 DSLRs at the starbucks.
serius macam kera baru dapat kamera.
hahaahahahahaha.

and and!

again another n00b new exposure!

went to the famous Andalus shisha spot at ampang?

well t'was okay bloggie.

shisha was cheap.

but the barbican drink quite sucky.

and the JAMAICA flavor SUCKED HARD!

its like asking for a mint-flavored ONLY.

haiyooo.

next time Slaum Apricot saya kasi try la macha.

and met the denial danielle dania smthg smthg there too.

sorry saya memang tidak hafal nama dia. *not a fan

=)

Thanks to Apul!
Thanks to Ketot!
Thanks TO AMEL ARTISS!!! GADDENGYU kena balik awal! GAY
Thanks to capik!! ketiadaan dirimu pasti membuatkan hari itu aneh dan bosan
Thanks to Anep! sememangnya aku teringin cium kereta apul. tunggu peugeot a! xD
Thanks to Zik! Hai nama saya putra. ni zik. HAI ZIIKKK!!
Thanks to O,O,O,O~ for the camera, the hellos, the cheers and the memory.

and HEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO member ketot yang comel!
(pasang lagu adam AF)

haaii~
siapa namaaaa~
bole kenal aa?? taupun tidaakk?~
duduk kat manaa~
ada nombor taakk~

hahahaahahahahhahahahahaha

i feel more gay than adam lambert kissing justin bibir right now.

hahahahhahahaha

okeyh okeyh.

the CNY holiday was fun while it lasted.

and it just HAD to end.

haishh.

next time.

lepak dgn feeq.
lepak dgn atiqa.
lepak dgn dayaw.
lepak dgn maera. *midnightshisha included
lepak dgn cookie. yes youuuu!!
lepak dgn shasha.
lepak dgn bean.
lepak dgn member sekolah lama.
lepak dgn fath. winkwink* hahaha. shadap kau mel!

aaaaaaand.

lepak dgn mikster.

BABI! asal kau makan taik! SIALLLLL!!!! BODOH TINGGAL DALAM ZOOO!!
BABI! kenapa bau kau macammm..
hmmm.... (ayt abg aku. cool kan? cool kan?)

oh aku tgh cakap dgn babi maaf jangan terasa (unless kau ada tonyok dan makan tahi sendiri).

(sambung balik)
MIKSTERRR!! bila nak lepaaakkk!!! KAUUU!! kau lari dari aku time cuti!
i am gonna spank you badly boy!!!!
hahahahahahaahhaha.
nanti kita try andalus bila kau da ada kereta.
but time pelik2 a.
time biasa2 port tuh padat macam pusat seks percuma kt thailand.
xDDD

Notes:
like always. pokai.
Gym = hahahaharapan je a
weight = +
height = +
handsome = - (x8)
maaf saya tidak mengorat anda.
idk what its called, but i have low self esteem to myself
oh wait.
it's called low self-confidence
xD

Okay kasi kemas ini post!
aaa abang manyak sorry aa kedai tutop.
esok a roti canai.
hihi,
c y bloggie,
Have lots of fun in life.
without me.
xD
oh ply ragnarok online.
here's Rm200 for donation
that'll take ur mind of things.
C ya,
au revoir,
XOXO.
i love ____ so.
SO So so.

Extra Notes:

I can't get you out of my head u gotta be my girl~
Be my girl~
Just because i don't text.
Just because i don't call.
does not mean i'm busy ignoring.
its always that i miss you so much that i cant type.
enjoy youth.
enjoy the company.
I'm next. (hopefully)
(imagine lagu elliott yamin disini)

little girl saying "Whateverrrrrrrrr!!"

2010-02-10T00:17:00.002+08:00

Epic FTW!

Ain't life just a darn bowl of cherries?

2010-02-08T20:43:00.004+08:00

Just when i chose to become sour,
you became sweet. Tragic.

Dear bloggie,

Each and everytime i wanna start blogging i'd start playing these depressive song.

and the result?

VUWALAH!!

another depressing post.

CHOIH!

not this time!

yeah!

FIRE PUMP PUMP!

chuu chuuuu!!!

okayh!

Sooo, bloggie.

how's life been treating ya lately?

well,

this week there is psychology club's fund raising event happening at SEGi!

xD

and as always there's bubble tea, muffin and some drinks lah.

and and.

i uhh..

i wanna talk about girls in this post can a bloggie?

hehe.

i'd do it even if u don't approve.

haha!

well actually one girl in particular.

uhh let's call her.... bedah.

gila amerekka kan nama itu?

xP

well, bedah is a fren that i knew for some time now.

we're quite close.

ok tipu not THAT close.

but we do share stories from time to time.

the thing about bedah is that,

i think she does not know, or she forgotten already about my blog.

uhh.. moving on!

honestly speaking bloggie,

i think bedah is somewhat just like me.

she acts quiet.

she pretends that she is shallow and knows nothing.

she portrays nothing other than what she thinks the world thinks of her.

she hates lalang but acts like one just so that she can blend in.

she is insecure inside.

she is hurting in silence.

she has lost hopes for males.

probably because of her past heartbreak is still haunting her.

okay, not probably, I'm sure of it.

though it's a scar, i can read through your soul that it is still hurting you bedah.

that's why we are like what we are now.

i'm pretty sure u know that i love you.

but you're playing it safe and pretend nothing is happening.

i can smell intimidation every time i look at you.

you avoid feeling so that you won't feel any.

maybe i'm just being cocky and think i can already translate the world.

but even if i am right, i am still wrong.

i cannot read the world around.

i can read you.

just like there's a subtitle underneath.

just like it's on your forehead.

but there is always a possibility that i am wrong, right?

Do tell me if i'm wrong.

this puzzle we're playing ain't getting easier.

then again,

even if i do move on.

you won't feel much.

you won't feel anything.

because you are confident that your feelings are well bottled up inside.

behind that thick wall of self-defense you're so proud of.

arrogantly showing it to everyone.

a normal eye wont see.

a normal brain wont process.

a normal bob won't give a jack.

well then i apologize now.

because like it or not, by communicating i have unwillingly gave you a choice of two.

a pure gamble for me and you.

it's simple, it's easy.

and now my writing is getting cheesy.

hahaha.

well, btms bedah.

i gave you a chance of gamble.

either to gamble your heart again

for a happily ever after.

or.

gamble to stay put and move on

for a chance of a heart with no regret.

If you are stressed out.

I am sorry bedah.

but then again.

most probably you are not reading this kan?

that's what she said!
lol

Notes! :
Rabu lepak?
duit kopak?
assignment belambak?
awek tarak?
TEMBAK!

Enough bloggie,
That's it.
I'VE HAD IT!!!
with these goddamn snakes on this goddamn plane.
That's it.
I'VE HAD IT!!!
with these goddamn snakes on this goddamn plane.
(repeat till fade)
hahaha.
okay bloggie,
c ya later,
catch ya on the rebound homie!
au revoir!
XOXO,
i love you. so?

Pictures! :

BURRRAAHHH!!
itu cicak!

i know you miss my pictures!
gaddeng you!

Abolish the thought. It ain't happening son.

2010-02-03T03:25:00.005+08:00

For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.

Dear Bloggie,

Helloo~

whaddup phartay people?

ngaaaaahaha.

don't you hate it when people can't seem to move on silently?

Diam ah kau bloggie!

kena nanti tau a ko!

hmmppphhhhhh!

aaaaanyways.

for these few days/weeks i noticed that most of my frens are in relationship mood.

either being ignored,
being subliminally rejected,
finding a new mate,
reconnecting with an old mate,
or just starting to walk with four steps instead of two.

well,

I AM HAPPY FOR YOU!

uhh bunyik sarcastic?
takde ah!

okay okay again.

I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!

well if we don't screw up now when will we right?

it's best that we screw up when we're still young.

it definitely made me a btter person in a way.

(i said better not bitter lah!)

well,

relationships can be hard.

its not like making spaghetti.

looks hard but its easy.

well,

oh talk about spaghetti i made my first batch the other day.

HOSHYEAAAHHH!!

its delicious!

i got it on my first tryy uuuu yummy!

hihihi.

ohh still can't beat anep's mum's spaghetti recipe.

sumpaaaahhhh sedap gilaaaa.

and dayaw punya carbonara~

warrrgghhh~

(da x sabar tunggu raya)

hahahahaha.

oh btms,

relationships.

its more like a cake.

we only how nice it is on the outside.

wait til u cut it, dissect it, and see the moist chocolate cheese layered perfection.....

(stopped for a snack)

(want some?)

(go get your own!)

xP

ohh back to my story (btms,)

relationships are like that.

its complicated on how to keep a beautiful relationship just like the cake.

and often times it does not always go the way it suppose to.

well BOO-HOO!

suck it up and move on putra!

oh wait ehemmehemmm, clearsthroat*

i meant someone else.

uhh.. someone.

well, uhh ohh.. MOVING ON!

Life is Hard,
Love is Harder,
Decision making on life and love is the hardest.

talking about relationships.

mine are.

well how should i put this.

i thought it was one step ahead.

in the end it was 2 steps back.

i think.

Notes:
i wanna kiss you Mad tongue lady!
not kiss,
indulge in your maddening tongue worldddd
YUCKS?
screw you!

well,
all's well ends well.
can't blame her testosterone though.
maybe its just another illusion.
another heartbreak to avoid?
oh well,
better it breaks now than later.
xD
toodle-oo,
au revoir,
XOXO,
i.....

Liverpool!

2010-01-30T04:12:00.003+08:00

Walk on, walk on. With hope in your heart.
And You'll Never Walk Alone!

Dear bloggie,

idk why but im feeling like liverpool-ish tonight.

why?

well that's the only consistent thing about me.

i am random.

xD

okay2.

Did you know that this is the ORIGINAL song of Liverpool Football Club?

And here is the first song that made me all "Liverpooled" up.

Fernando Torres Song!

(with lyric)

Fernando Torres, Liverpool's Number 9.
His armband proved he was a red,
Torres! Torres!
You'll never walk alone it said,
Torres! Torres!
We bought the lad from sunny Spain,
He gets the ball he scores again!
Fernando Torres!
Liverpool's Number 9!

Na Nar~ (repeat and repeat from top)

hihihihi.

well my weeks has been good.

OHH!!

i went to the Boys Like Girls Concert yesterday.

even though i'm not really a fan.

BLG was SUPER AWESOME!

as a whole performer he was a 5-star rockstar.

well they should have more upbeat songs.

;P

Guess what!

i went there with Amel!

we left my house at 5 p.m.

and got there around late 9 p.m

For first-timers going to Damansara.

GOOD LUCK!

that place is a real BITCH!

nak hafal jalan susah mengalahkan level terakhir game Devil May Cry 4!

HMMPPPHHH!!

Notes:
Tutorial due Moan-day.
i have nothing in mind.
in sleep-debt.
Myra is a really good player.
Maybe she'll teach me a thing or two.
i WANT a Pokemon T-shirt!
Dj Porny Me So Horny Come and GET THE VIBE!

well bloggie,
soon, in time.
i shall return to my whacked up self.
and post something funny at least
oh well,
c ya when i c ya.
au revoir,
OOXX,
Lots of love doesn't mean sex.
(shit it rhymes~)

Troubles! :

Cookie has been.
Another chance wont hurt.
Kuma going rogue.
Having second thoughts.
Bunny funny.
A bit too fun i might add.
Ajeyjay, now AWOL.
Dream Projects should be stopped!

its just my personal note.
not even da vinci can crack this code

A dead end or another test of consistency?

2010-01-27T01:54:00.005+08:00

Even the toughest of mountains,
Shed's a river.

Dear bloggie,

Whazzup.

well, sorry but this post is gonna be dry, boring and useless.

it seems that my wickkity-wickkity-WHACK ideas are just not with me whenever im typing.

well i can type in a rather WOAWOWOWHACK! way.

but naaahhh.

i'll pass.

why?

coz it's PROBLEMS again bloggie.

okay about the girl.

we kind of talked for a bit.

and it was kind of dull.

i mean,

it was tasteless.

it seems like we have no chemistry with each other?

or is heart just denying everything again.

haiyaa.

maybe a piece of lyric from Lucy In The Loo is right all along

it goes something like this.

"we don't have a lot in common, but there's chemistry in ambient"

i think i got it wrong,

whatever~

maybe having a lot in common just a bundle of coincidences?

oh well,

Notes:
Dead Broke Week!
Lesson with Chicken Fingers are going well.
gotta wake up in less than 5 hours.
Download My Sassy Girl (Korean Version)
A recommended collection worth of a movie by Fir.
Boys Like Girls this friday.
Must or Bust?

Oh well bloggie,
until next time.
au revoir,
i love you so.

Last Words! :

Whenever it seems like a dead end.

It starts to smell like I'm taking the U-Turn of mistakes

The First Day-t.

2010-01-21T04:08:00.004+08:00

Memories, Time.

It's not about what you're doing, nor where you were.
Its about Who you're spending it with.

It always have. May it always be.

New jackie chan movie is quite sucky.
Summit's GSC is not bad.
Well, hehehe..
Thank You for being there cookie.
Even though you were incognito
It's the last I'll see before a whole week off.

Until then,
au revoir,
XOXO,
oh,
I love you so.

Nuff' said.

Tag!!! oh, wait. i am IT?

2010-01-20T00:51:00.003+08:00

Don't you hate it when u want to do something,
But then the direct opposite happened instead?

Dear Bloggie.

Ni Hao Leng Lui?

xD

hey heyyy.

the week's been AWZUM bloggie!

well, so far at least.

for starters,

i watched avatar yesterday.

YEA!

and frankly,

it was only a so-so movie.

its on the "Great" scale but scored medium.

its like getting an A2 grade laaa.

well lets talk about the week.

uhmmm..

yesterday felix, amelia, amy myra, danisa, janice, giselle, rogini and malar celebrated Natasya's Birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATASYAAA!

she's turning 19 already.

awww~

May all the best things in life falls upon you this year.

other stuffs happened..

let me seee..

OHH!!

last sunday!

haha.

ahmil and i went to mid valley for hangout.

Boy and his fren ika tagged along too.

but they couldn't stay for long so amel and i spent the rest of the day at plaza alam sentral shah alam.

oh OH!

before that we met ekal and had a drink.

haha u bastarrdd!! (mmg xde kaitan whatsoever dgn apa yg terjadi. diam ah kau)

oh oh.

spent the day with sepet.

again.

with ahmil and her sis too laaa deyy.

she's going back to pilah today

or is it tomorrow.

haiyaaa idk idk.

aaaaaaaaaanyways...

this week also i haven't plan anything for the weekends

friday, saturday, sunway.

eh i mean, sunday.

sape available huh?

can't wait for the movie session with cookie.

it might be awkward since it'll be only the 2 of us.

oh well,

there's always you my dear bloggie.

can't wait.

Notes:
Maybe next time i'll talk about my journal assignment.
trying to save up money. progressively slow.
Free thursday. for now.
Rly wanna learn piano.
it made her stunned once.
Hello danisa!
Wimee is back from the dead.
This was supposed to be one hyper fun post.
See the relation of the ending with the starting line?

coz even if u go away,
i got a feeling that ur gonna stay~
Can't wait bloggie,
parting is such sweet sorrow.
haha.
C ya bloggie,
drive well, play safe.
au revoir,
XOXO,
oh i love Y-O-U so!

Tag! :

Thanks dayaw~

^_____^"

Rules: once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tag.

1. i love pepsi more. but i drink coke more than pepsi.

2. i still love picking my nose. ECSTASY!!!

3. its not that i don't make up my bed. I just leave it the way i want it to be.

4. i can't decide on my feeling. either i'm shit scared, or i just hate them clowns

5. been single for almost 3 years and still running.

6. My ex list. the names can still be counted using ur hands

7. i love junk food. but i hate it when they get stuck on my teeth.

8. i hate beef coz they get stuck to my teeth a lot more than chicken.

9. Currently in deep love with egg tarts.

10. Iced peach tea. will you marry me?

11. i won't "love" a fan of lucy in the loo. i'd marry her.

12. i am a very quiet person. unless its on home field advantage

13. Terrible with time management and punctuality. ask my lecturers.

14. doing stuffs last minute is WOOTWOOOTFUN! (kplotak ko!)

15. still feeling like i just finished SPM last year.

16. still hate monday since i was 9. thanks garfield

17. i dnt like chocolate, unless cheese or peanut is there too.

18. Expensive food = nice. Expensive drinks = BAZIR!

19. <-- i think this number is VERRYYYY eccentric + weird + bizarre.

20. i think im good at selling/promoting stuffs?

21. Wish i can care more about my weight. but then again... fuck you norms!

22. I observe/stare people just for the sake of it.

23. I'm not judgmental towards friends AT ALL. and sometimes i think that's a bad thing

24. i always try to be anonymous. just to see how people would be if i was dead.

25. Bipolar disorder usually starts at 20 years of age. ~~can't wait.~~ (=_=)".,,,,

Tag 10 org?

1. Dayaw (naaaaaaaa!!)

2. Mikki yg xreti ajak shisha

3. Anep rambut panjang

4. Pika Nurse Pandaaaaaaaaa haha

5. Lala muncung donald duck

6. Tqa Tinggi Wii Wii!

7. ketot kementot roto-totot!

8. Widdle si Penyokong MU yg busuk tu!

9. Diyana J. shawtyy fire burning on the dancefloor~ uWOO-o!

10. Shafina jiran vocalist LiTL. haha

NNNNNNNAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

She's one tough cookie!

2010-01-17T03:04:00.002+08:00

Treat everything in your life like a dog,
If u can't eat it or screw it.
Piss on it and walk away.

Dear Bloggie,

Heellllloooowwww!

well its been a while since my last visit here huh?

oh well,

all thanks to wimee.

she's out cold again.

maybe she'll be sober by the end of this month.

hopefully.

xD

aaaaaanyways.

the week was great.

on monday i was quite on time for english class.

tuesday i was quite late for class but,

i wasn't the only one.

xD

on thursday i went to section 7 for hangouts

friday got to class a bit late. and then lepak + shisha at 7 again.

and OOUUUHHH!!

anep came back from uitm again this week.

WEEUUUU!

xD

on saturday.

urrrggghhhhh.

planned to go to sunway pyramid and meet with bebe n intan.

OR

go to KL and meet Dan, and some of the other guys.

thenn.

didn't happen.

haiyooo.

rhoma sammyvellu karupiah hakim

cerita best

hahahaha

on sundays (today)

planned on going for hangouts with ahmil to mid valley.

oh oh!

with ubi harimau(LOL!), Oya, boy and..

karim ikot x?

idk.

haha..

uh?

say what bloggie?

wednesdays?

waiittt.

save the best for last lah!

xD

okaaayyy.

uhh..

(awkward silence..)

okay laaaa

i'll tell u about wednesdays now.

shheeeessshhhh!!

on wednesday i met her again.

but was too shy to talk to her directly.

awwhhh.

maybe next time okay bloggie.

and then otw back suddenly sepet txted me that she's with ahmil.

and asked me to tag along as well.

yeeeaaaahhhh!

agak nk patah tulang belakang gak aaa bawak motor dari subang, sesat2 kat shah alam then ke sec. 13

haha

btms,

went to 13,

lepak2 killiney.

sitoopeeddd.

honey iced lemon tea dia x sedaaaapppp!

pak li's better.

oh then then,

after a few drink,

we went to uitm puncak perdana to meet ubi harimau! a.k.a umu hamuraa a.k.a umi hamiraa

roarrr!!

why?

oz they called the place we hung out as "kandang"

weirdos.

haha.

oh btms,

went there.

hung out.

and seriously bloggie.

uitm really needs more hotties duh!

(tell me its true ohh people from uitm!)

haha.

and back from there.

i uhh.

oh ya,

(memory returned)

went to 7 for hangouts that night.

almost eat at nasi lemak sayang.

tapi rami mek klate do.

hilang selera.

sorry kelantan peopleeee!

haha.

oh and bloggie,

meet cookie.

he he..

Notes:
my memory is seriously F'ed up.
maybe i'll buy a small note pad just to remind me about stuffs.
haiyoo.
need to go and watch avatar.
Diam ah NEP!
nanti aku tgk aa.
ohh and need to download more movies.
and songs.

McFly - its all about you.
and. uhh...
=___="

well thats all for now bloggie,
toodle-oo
next time go to bed early okay.
don't wait up for me.
;P
take care,
garnier.
HAHA!
au revoir,
XOXO.
oh i love ___ so.

More Notes! :

Time Traveller's Wife is the new A Walk To Remember.

PERIOD!

the new american pie.

it was such a sweet movie.

almost romantic.

REALLY.

using his majesty's laptop.
malas nk edit2 sangat this post.
bear with me on this one.

Eradicate the melancholic thoughts. 080110

2010-01-08T18:10:00.006+08:00

When it does not response as it should, 
Maybe it was not meant to be. 

Dear bloggie,

I met her today.

and

aannnnddd..

hahahahahahaha.

moving on,

yesterday (thursday)

i worked part time for celcom to promote their U-Pax.

oh and if u register for a U-pax there u can get 50% discount for TWO ne-yo tickets!

RM170 for two tickets. murah dol!

xD

the work condition was SUPERBLY TERRIBLE!

i only get RM10 for lunch expenses.

no breaks!

we have to sneak around for a break.

aiyooohhh.

and also still haven't talked to the head guy in charge about our payment.

aiyaaakkk.

nvm lah.

Oh Oh!

about the day aa.

at night when i was done with promoting2 and stuff.

if i remembered correctly it was around 10.30 p.m

and ne-yo had already begun singing.

this 2 girls came to the entrance running to watch ne-yo.

until...

DANG!

they cannot bring camera inside.

to be more specific,

they cannot bring the DSLR camera that they brought inside to watch ne-yo.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

Sucked a lot man!

imagine this.

1. You bought 2 ne-yo tickets which caused RM280.
2. You were confronted with obstacles but made it to the concert. LATE. still hopeful
3. No parking, so had to park AALLLL the way across pyramid.
4. Late! SHITTO! RUUNNN FOR NE-YOOOOO!!!
5. Made it to the entrance. Great! Ne-yo is still singing.
6. Walked until security.
7.

TTTEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!

access denied!

8. You were that no cameras are allowed.
9. Of course ur not gonna believe anyone with ur RM THOUSAND ++ camera.
10. u think of ur actions next.

PERGHH!!

i knew i should have done something.

its not because of one of the girl there was cute.

NOOO!

its because,

what if it happens to me.

RM280.

that surely took them a hell lot of time collecting.

well unless mommy and daddy can give it like its some small change laa.

aiyoo.

i felt bad for them.

all the way until i close my eyes inside my blanket.

now also,

I Still feel bad for them.

aaaaanyways,

today (friday).

went for class.

a short one.

haha.

luckily she texted me at 8.30.

or else i'd wake up at 10 or smthg.

serius weeehhh

class is at 9,

and it takes me roughly 40 minutes to get to class.

Thanks. _________

(still figuring out a nickname for her)

hehe.

btms, (uu da lama x type bende ni. haha)

i was late for class.

20 mins or so

and guess what bloggie?

I'll be having the same lecturer for my life span and development!

Miss Smoking hot SMITA!

LOL!

well, the class was Okay,

and then after finish class i went around summit.

oh wait....

let me rephrase that..

and then after finish class i WALKED to and around summit.
(in ur face budak2 uitm!)

LMAO!!

and apparently there the movie is only RM7.

on thursday?

OMG!

and the karaoke was not RM5.

it was RM9.20

with only 1 free soft drink per head. not a free flow.

aiyooohh greenbox better i think.

Notes:
Jom karoke !
the girl working at century sure is frenly.
THERE IS prom at SEGi.
Saturday, wedding and hang out.
Sunday, no plans now.
aiyoohh. jom movie or karoke sunday!
xD

nowadays i realized,
my english is very basic and much inferior comparing to some of my frens.

well,
adieu bloggie,
take good care of urself okay!
H1N1 is still among us,
Be vigilante bloggie!
au revoir,
XOXO,

Present! :

Thanks for the new watch bloggie.

I Love You SO MUCH!

=)

I accidentally the whole carl Jr's Fries. THE WHOLE FRIES!

2010-01-06T22:59:00.006+08:00

When stuck with a day that's gray and lonely,
I just take out my chin and grin and say oh,
Tomorrow.

Dear Bloggie,

Hey.

yesterday i went to college for this meeting u know!

we have to plan a fund-raising event for the semester.

and frankly i hate the idea of selling bubble tea OR cupcakes.

dah berlambak sangat!

they planned to do guitar hero instead.

a some sort of a contest.

that'll be AWESOME!

xD

okay right after i went home suddenly my phone rang.

anddd.

amel invited me to go hangout with umu and her fren fyfa at sunway pyramid.

WOOOT fuckennaaa WOOOOOOOOOOTTT baby!

hahahaha.

and

it
was
KURAIZEE!!

at first we didn't know what to do but then after umu and her fren cash out some cash.

without any second delays*

"MAKAN JOM!"

haha.

at first they say wanna go for burger king buuttt.

"yo burger king i'm really happy for you and i'mma let you finish,
but, Carl's Jr have The Best Fries EVER.
BEST FRIES EVERRR!!!!!!"

(tak paham? go brush up on your kanye west memes, n00bz)

=D

so we hang there.

for about a few hours.

the guy from the counter went back and forth looking at us a cpl of times DUH!

haiyoo.

wait,

we were suppose to care izzit?

xD

and then umu got reallly crrazy.

when i spelled really with 3 'L's and crazy with 2 'R's

THAT MEANS straightfaceddeadeyesgangstah-slangwithagunpointedatyourhead SERIOUS DUDE!

haha.

out of a sudden,

she wanted to take a picture and print the photo.

NO KIDDING!

and we were in front of the photo printing machine acting like a cpl of Hulu people catching pictures while being watched by tonnes of people!

haha.

if u think ur life is meaningless, DO THIS ACTIVITY WITH UR FRIEND!

sumpah! you'll forget all about suicide and choose to go home and watch teletubbies instead.

Notes:
i fucking forgot the movie plan with pika. awh man.
oh, dgr cerita ada karoke room RM5 perhead =)
Job at sunway today.
Birthday surprise on friday.
Wedding on saturday.
Hang out patio on sunday.
miks kau apahal x angkat tepon!
oouuhhh can't wait for friday.

Short one for today bloggie,
at least i said hi right?
oh wait.
HI BLOGGIE!
haha.
well take care of urself!
I'll buy "that" pack someday.
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love you so!

Picture! :

Thanks Umu!

A warn for the heart from the head.

2010-01-05T14:15:00.003+08:00

cause its a long way to the top,
if you wanna rock and roll.

Dear Bloggie,

i'm now back with classes on my hand.

hadoii.

the new sem looks okay for now.

but before it even "REALLY" starts the class is joined by three other people.

YAY!

more people!

eh wait.

if they're here that means that they failed the coursework right?

3 PEOPLE!

F**K!!!

the coursework is gonna be hard as hell.

i heard from a senior that this sem will be all about writing, writing, writing.

aiyooo.

but that's to come.

hope this sem i won't do my assignments the night before deadline.

(^_^)"

aaanyways.

the new class seems okay.

one of the guy is happy that now he is not the only male in class anymore.

this other guy, he looks quiet but when lecturers talk to him, he seems to be talkative.

and a girl.

aa

this chick a?

okay laaa just a normal plain jane.

;P

well i had my class with Miss Janice, my english lecturer from last semester.

and also a new lecturer Miss Smita for my social psychology subject.

Miss Smita is cute!

HA-HA!

and she is funneeyyhhh~

well not really.

haha.

but she is a bit funny la.

and uhhh Miss Shoba is gonna be my life span and development lecturer.

she

is

HUGE

haha.

but she has that sunshine happy-happy-hippie smile on her face.

xD

okayy school, done.

these days im getting really fat.

no im not kidding.

like REALLY fat!

ive been eating my hearts out and didnt do a single workout.

SEI!

i'll start diet NOW!

YEAH!

nowadays i dont feel depressed much.

GREAT!

bad news is that im in my lovey-dovey mode.

haha.

gotta be careful not to fall in love with anyone.

unless she's the right one of coz.

xD

oh well.

jodoh x kemana kan?

but heartbreaks are..

ffuuhhh..

sure is scary.

haha.

i've got a broken heart before.

i've broken a heart before too.

if karma loves me, im gonna be heartbroken at least once again.

then by that time,

im gonna go to dangdut with zyma pumped up with SUGARRR!!!!

wahahahahahahahahaha!

it'll redefine the word "craziness" in the dictionary!

hahahahaha.

(ohh don't hate me for something that's true zyma. haha)

ouuhh nowadays im downloading a cpl of movies online.

need to write it down.

oh and i think i need to buy a calendar/planner.

i kept forgetting if i have a plan on that day.

Notes:
Plans!
psych club on wednesdays.
sleep for 24 hours on thursday
orientation, pasar, probably shisha too on friday.
abg nadzmi (mak ngah) kawen on saturday
ahmil, afiq, umu, mikki on sunday.
shisha time.
haha.
duit habis jalan macam air terjun.

See ya later with more updates bloggie!
take care,
drive well, play safe.
"Hahahaha-ha!"
;D
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh, im in love yo.

Videos! :

My latest addiction for music.

Ne-yo Never Knew I Needed.

(ooh) for the way you changed my plans
for being the perfect distraction
for the way you took the idea that i have
of everything that i wanted to have
and made me see there was something missing (oh yeah)
for the ending of my first begin
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
and for the rare and unexpected friend
(ooh yeah yeah)(ooh yeah yeah)
for the way you're something that i never choose
but at the same time something i don't wanna lose
and never wanna be without ever again (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed
so now it's so clear i need you here always

my accidental happily (ever after) (oh oh oh)
the way you slime and how you comfort me (with your laughter)
i must admit you were not a part of my book
but now if you open it up and take a look
you're the beginning and the end of every chapter (oh oh)

you're the best thing i never knew i needed (oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (that i needed)
so now it's so clear i need you here always

who'd knew that i'd be here (who'd knew that i'd be here oh oh)
so unexpectedly (so unexpectedly oh oh)
undeniablely happy (hey)
said with you right here, right here next to me (oh)

girl you're the..
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (said i needed oh oh)
so when you were here i had no idea
you're the best thing i never knew i needed (needed oh)
so now it's so clear i need you here always
baby baby
now it's so clear i need you here always

A letter from the soon-to-be abused.

2010-01-02T02:12:00.003+08:00

Dear Mr. A-nonymous,

well,

if you're reading this.

wuiyoo!

u have some stalking skills of your own.

who knew.

hahahaha.

aaanyways,

since we live in a world of hierarchy that you think is so important,

i have to respect you, your "maruah" and ego thus, i write an anonymous blog post instead.

its not that i'm pissed off at you no.

i learned from you that anger makes us lose our sense.

just like when human is in deep fear or drunk.

so, i am writing this out of pure thought and this is just my "immature" advice.

okay here goes,

Its okay you said that i live a messy life.

TRUE THAT!

haha.

i admit it.

however, is being clean, smart and "tertib" a mandatory lifestyle that we all must oblige to be considered as an "adult" ?

i admit it will produce a better adult but can maturity be evaluated from how clean or messy my life is?

or is that something called.. i don't knowww.. like.. a habit? or something someone said as a "lifestyle"?

it is true that you are one clean freak, (i mean it in a good way)
and you are so smart looking. (i say smart not fashionable)

~~myself~~, no. EVERYONE can see that you take a lot of pride in being who you are.

but look who's being immature here?

just because you live a cleaner life doesn't mean everyone should.

well i don't smoke cigarettes and u don't see me calling u immature for smoking now do we?

its not that i'm bashing you in a cowardly way in my blog but c'mon be realistic.

everyone knows how short ur temper are.

if i hit you with my point of reality directly then you'll be hitting me with ur fist of reality. directly.

its still some sort of a sign of respect that i have for you.

anyways,

i repeat again, i am not bashing you but, to me you are just like a cop.

what's my point?

how many people do you see really likes cop deep down ?

p****** ni bagi aku saman parking la sial!
B*** la! baru salah sikit nk mencarut2. macam ni polis? B*** lah!
weh polis do. nih mesti perut buncit sebab banyak makan rasuah ni.
datang kedai makan ni je makan free. ko keje xde gaji ke apa? k**** nye polis!

well those are some of the quotes that i always hear.

okay still not getting my point?

just like a cop, you instill YOUR form of justice through fear.

and that way, you'll be heard, your orders are followed.

but,

just like cops and every other hitlers.

when you communicate through fear people obey, but that doesn't mean they like u.

and i'd love to say this to your face but i still have my respect for you.

I DON'T LIKE YOU.

sometimes u send shivers down my spine but yeah, i don't like you at all Mister!

you can break me, you can force me, you can even try to befriend with me.

deep down, i don't like you very much.

why can't you just leave me alone?

is being silent around you doesn't make you realize ANYTHING?

"You can never know a bad example when you are one."

haih!

u keep on spitting on my face coz i'm at the bottom of the food chain.

maybe one fine day you'll see me spitting back.

then you'll learn that just because i'm silent doesn't mean i don't have my own anger.

p/s: diam diam besi berkarat. kadang2 kau tak sedar aku ni ubi.

don't get me wrong, compared to you my flaws are a lot more, they are much more visible and they are worse.

but at least i know they are my flaws and i can improve. ~~some day.~~

What about you?

Hello Two Thousand and Ten.

2010-01-01T03:22:00.004+08:00

You snooze, You Lose.
Let's act like a man, coz its 2010!~

Dear Bloggie,

Its 2010 now.

Happy New Years!!

2009 seemed like just a flash passed by.

its scarily true what the older people say,

"life passes you by faster as you get older. "

that sucks.

well lets see some Highlights of 2009,

The work at pizza and jusco.

found the perfect categorized girl.

i was thought to be chinese 30 times.

The license.

The accident.

The unbelievably fast passing fasting month.

THE BEST RAYA so far.

Starts College.

The mid valley incident.

The gatherings.

MWBC 2009!

Rock The World 9.

The Best Christmas Eve and Day.

The New Years.

Well bloggie,

2009 certainly taught me some new stuffs about living, love and life.

I can't really say i get more matured after the year.

but i certainly act and think differently now.

and its kind of new, i still don't know if i like it or not.

hahaha.

Well The VIP's of the year has got to be: (in alphabetical order)

Anep!,
Ahmil!,
Capik!,
Razidee!,

The VVIP is the unbeatable Rhoma of course.

haha.

and the people that made the year EXTRA SPECIAL!

without you guys.

my year would feel like eating KFC's chicken without chilli sauce.

(tak paham? masih buffering..... ?)

I'd feel nothing lah!

haha.

Mikki !!
Frankie Foo yabedabedoo,
Feeq,
Afif hotstuff,
Syazani,
Frans a.k.a paan,
Mujed,
Ayen,
Kurus,
Mamat,
Rais,
Najib czn,
Felix Lum,
Chris,
MWBC buddies (hadi, am, haziq)
College mates,
and Teens of Bukit Naga.

oh oh!

not forgetting new friends from 7.

Fahmy,
Akram,
Azam,
Rizlan,

For females,

ohh there's too many names.

they also made my year tolerable, fun and memorable.

you know who you are.

thanks!

Things i learned most out of 2009.

1.
When a real cutie that u have a little crush on asks if u love her,
say NO.
don't feed her ego anymore.
she's surrounded by guys who would kill to have her heart.
=)

2.
You can never know how terrible you are until u met someone worse than you.
so STOP, Listen for the unheard whispers and evaluate yourself first.

3.
My heart is so unpredictable. I meant it in a bad way.

4.
When you start betting your hope on other people.
the chances are 70% of failure, hopelessness, and excuses.

5.
RUSSELL PETERS IS DA BOMB!
best price!
take it and go.

As for closure bloggie,

2009 is great.

I had a rough start, a bit troublesome middle, but a happy ending.

isn't that what we all aim for after all.

A Happy Ending.

=)

HELLOOOOOOO 2010!

I'm gonna turn 19 this year.

urrghhh the age 19 sounds sooooo weird!

Notes: (new year's resolution!)
Gym! hopefully.
< eating
< spending money during hangouts
< thinking more action
< being the quiet one in the bunch
< body mass
> Crazy memories
> Wacky times
> Stupid incidents
> Romantic relationships
> Favors done to friends
a trip to Medan, Indonesia. (now seems impossible though)

Well bloggie,
I'll c ya later ok!
Drive well play safe.
xD
you know what i mean.
haha.
au revoir,
XOXO,
oh i love you so.

She say-s! :

If fate keeps us single upon Grad, Our hearts are meant for each other.

Scars are cool. That's why i won't heal mine.

"Sumday ur wish will come truee. Haha."

"Trust me ull regret it. ill be like speechless n got nothin to say"
But she was hyper just like zyma, and speaks fluent english like Sha.
we talked on the phone for 2 days 2 months 2 years. no joke.

Well I know that its a wonderful world, from the sky down to the sea,
I can only see it when ur here, Here with me.

I dreamed on a white christmas..

2009-12-25T05:14:00.005+08:00

For every piece of me that wants you,
another piece backs away.

Dear bloggie,

i'll admit its been a while since i posted something here.

oh well.

been too lazy.

and no exciting pictures from phone.

mik, kalo aku da reti pakai DSLR nanti aku cilok ko punya ey! thanks!

hahahahaha.

okayy i admit x reti pakai DSLR.

don't really want to learn.

why do they have to complicate the simple pose, aim, and shoot?

=_______="

the passing weeks have been SUUUUPPPPEEEERRRR GREAT!

well since my last post i..

went to Rock The World 9 ! (no pictures)

had a VERY CHERRY MERRY Christmas eve and day!

hung out with ubi harimau (a.k.a umi hamira) and the guys n girls.

OH!

also i had a BBQ party thrown by rhoma.

where should i start...

lets start from the earliest date.

Hang out with umu !

well,

its just a simple hang out,

meet and greet.

Bought my ticket for rock the world there n then.

OH OH!

amel belanja makan pizza YAW!

haha.

okay moving on.

so, the hangout was on wednesday,

thursday was christmas eve.

friday was the bbq

and saturday was RTW.

huh.

ok ok.

wednesday i went for the hangout.

on thursday,

it was quite dull so i hang out with the bkt naga guys.

suddenly they planned to go to plaza alam sentral and karaoke.

YAY!

haha.

tapi semua lagu rock kapak a chaaaa.

dgn budak2 ni mana nk dapat lagu ne-yo, robin williams, atau james morrison.

(okay dgn budak2 lain pon xdpt lagu JM)

aaaanyways.

karaoke karaoke then.

TINITITTIIRIRIRIRIBLINNDING
(sila imagine sendiri ringtone msg cellphone anda)

"kat mana? sy da kat pas da ni"

hihihi.

i met an old schoolmate of mine!

YEPPAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

it was her birthday sooo....

she bought me, lunch.

Ani Sup Utara.

YUMM!!!

meeting her again was

how should i put this into words..

wassss uuhhhh...

idk. it made me happy.

xD

and she lost some weight since the last aidilfitri.

i gained.

=____="

oh well.

she made my day.

great christmas eve.

and then around midnight i talked to this person on ym.

and i got the digits.

life changing.

it made my christmas day before it barely even starts.

and during the night rhoma throw his pot luck BBQ party.

WHEU! i tell you.

rhoma has a rather large connection.

if there was a mafia,

he'd be the don.

people from everywhere came.

no matter near or far.

even if its just for a 5 minutes visit.

who the fuck comes ALL the fucking way from somewhere far,

just to visit him, visit me, shake hands, sit and then off they go.

waaahh.

da macam bos kongsi gelap pon ada adik aku ni.

hahahahaha.

the party lasted until 5 a.m.

rhoma lasted until 3.

xD

i slept around 6.

woke up at 12.30 p.m and read amel's text saying he'd be arriving at 12.30.

=)

SAPE X GELABAH!

i rushed my shower and get dressed.

and then OFF to Rock The World 9 !

eh,

a text from mikki.

"weh korg dtg a burger king kat giant bukit tinggi. nanti aku pickup korang makan2 umah sedare aku kawen"

:O

okaayyy a little detour first THEN Rock The World 9 !

i tell you lah bloggie.

the fried chicken there was..

SSSSSSSSSUUUUUUUUPPPPPPP!!!

BLING BAYBEE!

superfrigginyummyliciouslytastic!

lain macam dia bikin tapi sedap dooo!!

Ohhh! and met wan kelevra there.

made a shisha appointment at re_done right after Rock The World 9 ! ends.

xD

okay,

makan sudah,
tgk pengantin sudah,

Rock The World 9 ! pulak aaa

okay when we got there.

it was Drizzling !

like stoopid!

haiyooo!

we got there a bit late like around 4 p.m ??

missed restraint's performance.

a mosh in the rain.

ahh fuck!

i missed it.

then nothing starts so we went out.

PUPPP!! second combat performs.

when we rushed to the entrance.

fuck.

line panjang pulaaakkk!!

when we finally got inside.

they finished performing.

=_______="

greeeaaaatttt~

soo we just hung around and watch whatever that was on.

luckily i get to watch bleeding mascara, love me butch and 7-collar t-shirt.

RM27 just to watch 3 bands.

berbaloi kan?

OH YAA!

joanna n co.

haha now i remember.

the singer made it worth it.

ohh she makes me drool..

ahahahahhaa.

we went out before bunkface performed.

coz

A. 80% of the people in the car hates bunkface
B. To avoid the traffic jam
C. nak lepak re_done xkan x kejap je? baik blah awal.

sooo we head back earlier.

lucky that we did.

the road was emptyyy.

hahahaha.

Oh! a friend of mine said that there's this dude beaten to pulp right before bunkface performed.

sebab kantoi buat job ke hape aa.

ohh that sucks.

we just missed it.

=_____="

OH!

at RTW i met kecik and Haziq my buddies from MWBC.

xD

its sooo nice meeting them again.

haihh.

aaanyways.

we head back to shah alam.

shisha.

eat.

the usual stuff.

and went home.

and i woke up with aching back, shoulder, neck and biceps

=)

Oh! talk about christmas eve and christmas.
ever since i was little kid.
and by that i mean 6 year old little.
i always get ~~sexcited~~ excited around christmas eve.
idk why.
maybe its the thrill from all the songs and blinding decorations.
maybe its from the thought that in other parts of the world, its snowing.
or,
maybe its bcoz of the cartoons that they always show extra on christmas eve n day.
well,
whatever it is.
i wish it snows in Malaysia sometimes.
don't we all?

Notes:
a wonderful year end. so far
class starts next week. =)
Gaji MWBC dah keluar. bila aku nk amik?
maybe a new year at the curve this year? idk

Well, that's all for now,
c ya later bloggie,
until next time.
aww.
i'll try to visit here more okay!
don't be sad.
=)
au revoir,
XOXO,
i love her so.

Downloading Movies! :

500 days of summer.
Time traveller's wife.
Family Guy: Something Something Something Darkside
Zombieland
Astroboy
The new "scary movie"
Paranormal Activities
Jennifer's Body

Before i forget.

Happy New Years !!

to all readers and especially to you bloggie!

Back in black. MWBC '09

2009-12-22T18:29:00.005+08:00

When rationality is kicked out,
You know that love has kicked in.

Dear bloggie,

hey hey.

for the last umm.. uhh.

2 weeks?

i've been M.I.A

for those who knew where i were, Good for you.

for those who doesn't, keep reading.

well i've been working as a crew for MWBC '09.

it's Malaysian World Band Competition.

some of the highlights were,

its live on star sport. (anep kao x reti nk surf through channels ke hape?)

the band that i was assigned to was a total 5 star.

oh! and i saw tania face to face. (from afar of coz)

gila stalker lah kau ni putra!

=____="

jap jap.

FUSHIIUUUNNNGGGGG*

wataratippppuuustarwarsnyesoundeffectmari!

okeh okeh.

u know or not bloggie?

few days back i tried cooking maggi.

with chillis in it.

as in REAL chilli do!

batakbatakbatakbatakbatakbatakbatak
ALERTTT!!!

ahahahaha.

eh eh!

OI!

jap bloggie!

(toilet break jap)

okay i'm back.

;)

(pose muke innocent klua tandas)

hihihihi.

okay okay.

the last few weeks was..

BVUSHZIIUUUNNNGGG!!!

piupiu!!

BAM!

tiring.

(okeh aku da addicted buat sound effect macam sakai. even in real life. adoi!)

managing a band from indonesia was harder than i thought it was.

but then again,

i kept imagining they were gonna be like pre-school kids going on a schooltrip,

so that's kind of my mistake la kot.

okay okay,

may i speak in rojaksampah language?

mekasih.

rojak sampah sebab aku x pakai bahasa baku so, bahasa ibunda tercemar bila aku taip mcm nih.

aaaaanyways.

lets talk about on how it went.

first akutakingatbila aku gi pick-up diorang semua kat port feri, penang.

yes penang.

dekat bukan?

memang thumbsup!

1st intel mengatakan diorang sampai pkol 3 petang.

so me and the guys rushed there by getting the earliest bus to penang.

as it turns out.

tuptuptaptap parapapapapppppaaaaaa~

their ferry arrives around 8/9 P.M!

YES!

anda tahu atau tidak pukul berapa kami sampai disana?

12 tengah hari JACK!

wa-tara-tippppppppppppppppppu-punya.

manade penat menunggu.

okay okay then they arrive,

aku plak jadi kuli angkat barang (a.k.a percussions) masok loading truck.

nasib ahh kuli yg sepatutnya angkat barang xde.

but its okay.

they were friendly people.

and they helped.

xD

okay okay lepastuh enn.

2nd intel, go to terengganu. eh no, go back to UKM, bangi.

we're suppose to go to terengganu the day after the tomorrow. (paham x?)

but the people in charge said that,

"no no no no, no seeds."

eh silap

"no, org atasan cakap korang kena gi UKM balik gak!"

sooo we followed like a buffoon.

sampai UKM, 5 a.m in the morning.

wake up at 10 a.m in the morning.

Gerak terengganu.

:-bd (ini thumbsup, sila cut n paste ke YM anda kalau tidak percaya)

btms,

we went back to UKM ONLY to sleep for 5 hours.

bodoh x bodoh la.

then the uuhhmmmm 8/9 hours ride to terengganu?

WOUWWWEEEE.

like F**K!

when we got there the hotel management said that,

" we were expecting you since yesterday"

so macam kimak baik terus grak ganu je dari penang kan?

tapi xpe.

on the 8 hours ride i made some frens already.

xD

okayy

di terengganu,

they have preliminary finals.

and some parts of it goes on TV kot?

Whozzat? Whozzat? kacakkk!!

hahahahaha.

unfortunately 1 of the trumpet player fell sick and i had to send him to the hospital.

missed half of the ceremony.

haiyooo.

eh eh.

macam da panjang berjela je post nih.

i'll keep it short la.

preliminary rounds in ganu,
won 2nd place.
xD

then a street parade in ganu.
won 2nd place also.

after that back to KL.

POOOPPPPP!! one of the band member, fitria got dengue fever,

overnight at the hospital for 2 days.

then she was better.

believe it or not, indonesian people can heal themselves OVERNIGHT!

for example,

they are sick like a dog that night,
can't even talk right.
the very next morning.

PRRRIIINNNNGGG!!

they are healthier than that kid on the biskut tiger commercial!

taktipudo!

:O

okay okay btms,

by the time i got back,

street parade at KLCC.

wuuhhh time nih sumpah ada 1 awek cam PIUPIU! hot gilas!

pastuh pastuh.

final competition kat putrajaya.

WOOOO!
sumpah nanti aku nk pindah putrajaya.

boleh anak aku lansi.

tido atas jalan je org nk marah,

"weh mampos a, nama jalan pon jalan putra. jalan BAPAK aku punya lah!"

LOL!

masjid is named after me, dataran is named after me, even a bridge.

okayy so they were not exactly "named after me" but we do share the same name! ko ada ke? takde nak jeles!

Muwahahahahahaha!

okay okay.

the final round was not too good.

sultanah asma school won.

then MGS,

we didn't win much but at least we won something.

6 prizes to be exact.

xD

overall it was quite an experience.

and now let's talk about the chicks.

i met....

(to be continued...)

Notes:
Weee amel belanje piza! thanks mel!
Wuuu astro da ada balik!
Wooo rindu anak2 medan!
Waaa perot da makin besar!
Wiiii made a lot of frens!
Weuuu where are u? xreti online ke huh pompuan!
Noooooo! belom gaji da hutang cecah RM250
Oh! did i mention the band only practiced for less than 30 days?
haha!

Well, itu sahaja bloggie,
jaga diri elok2.
write to me soon okay!
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love you so.

Pictures!:

Street parade in Terengganu.

Drum Battle at the Pavillion.
Won 3rd place

Bloggie,
Meet everyone!
=D

Here's the Liaison officers in charge.
from left:
Hadi, Am, Gatot(member of the band), and yours truly.

Til we meet again.
=')

Location location location.

2009-12-03T16:41:00.002+08:00

Mandarin Court Hotel.

Saturday.

9 A.M.

Wear casually.

MCPA, jalan depan sikit.

don't forget Putra!

XOXO,

Bloggie.

Just enjoy the show. - Lenka

2009-11-30T06:39:00.003+08:00

You know that you have been stabbed,
When you feel the deep pain of betrayal.

Dear Bloggie,

let me ask you a question.

Would batman keeps on being batman while whole gotham knows he is bruce wayne?

Would peter parker do the same?

haizzzzzz.

aaaaaaaaanyways,

it seems that sahabat91 has already decided on having their "LAST GATHERING"

what ?

are we like 75 years old already?

that fast huh.

=_______="

just because people seem to break up during gath.
(yeah i'm pointing to myself + influencing mikki and zaf)

and just because the attendee was not as great as planned.

zzzzzzzzzzz.

i thought that bear packs a punch.
and i thought that galah-ola was a survivor.

they chose to "accept fate", roll over and play dead.

ceyt!

its only the first BUST gath lah wei!

Things are suppose to have their ups and downs right?

just because there's no more "new fun place" to hang out.

doesn't mean that we can't go back to the old ones.

like bowling at sunway?

or just movies at KLCC?

or cosmos world?

haissshhhh.

they always push themselves to the core thinking that

"Gathering must be fun, scheduled, timed, and oriented"

HELLO!

its called GATHERING?

the last time i checked its suppose to mean friends meeting friends for a small reunion after not seeing each other after a while?

or have they changed the meaning to

"its a function thrown for friends that must be fun OR ELSE!"

i didn't remember that being in my dictionary.

for me bloggie,

if its a large crowd.

just simply hanging out at KFC and walking around a mall or karaoke or bowling again ain't so bad.

or maybe we can share money and get a rented car and go around KL.

travel the malls or something?

haissshhhhh.

but then again.

they are the admins.

they have the rights to disband the whole community.

just hope they are ready for cheesy comments like

"Wehh!! asal da xde gath wehh? xnak la camniii. RETURN SAHABAT91!!!"

or or.

"asal korang dah berpecah weh? gaduh2 ke? jangan la camniii. aku rindu koranggg"

its so corny + cheesy that i can sense it waaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyy before anyone else can even think about it.

well its their community.

one bad gath and they throw in the towel.

one bad blog post and they give up.

one bad mix up and they surrender.

one bad timing and they kneel to defeat.

at least i know that nothing can replace this group we all gladly call Sahabat91

(just an announcement of the last gath and i already wrote something like a farewell post already)

ahahahahahha.

okayy.

just now i had the wickkity-wickitty-WHACK time YO!

bahahahahahahahaaa.

went out at 5/6 p.m something.

came back at 5.30 something a.m.

hahahahaha.

COOLIO!

Wanna know the story?

ok ok.

First, i was complaining how booooooooooooooooooooooooooring my sunday was going.

then suddenly

RING RING. (okay tipu my ringtone is something else)

Hello. Wai. Helloooo (gila kafir mana salam aku la siot)

hello. aaa put! weh ko kat mana?

KURUUUSSSSSSSSSSSS weh wehhh!! aku kat umah a asal?

ko free x skang nih?

free je asal?

kereta bapak ko ada tak?

ada je asal?

gerak KL nak?

UISHHH JOMMM suda. tapi kereta bpk aku problem a lampu dia. asal?

Japgi aku nk dtg. amik ko.

Gi KL? asal?

japgi aku sampai.

oh shiyett kk aku siap.

(he didn't answer even ONE of my "asal?")

=________="

haha.

aaaaaaaaaaaanyways.

we went to Low Yat Plaza.

5 ball.

1 viva.

MANADE PACKED!

hahahahaha

Rais's friend named mirul and pak-ku was there.

so here's the teams ACE.

Mirul - Tukang supply kereta.

Pak-ku - Tukang.. eh.. dia nk beli laptop.

Rais - Cable si dua jantan atas nih + aku n kurus

Kurus - Google earth yg bole bercakap a.k.a si penunjuk jalan

Aku - dealer dgn apek jual laptop tuh.

got there around 7-ish.

walked around.

i got a deal yeah!

Compaq CQ35 (if im not mistaken)

500GB SATA HDD
1GB NVidia GeForce Graphic Card
3GB RAM intel core 2 duo processor (T6600, 2.2 Ghz)
Altec Lansing speakers.
1 year international warranty (+ 2years inside malaysia warranty)
Bunch of freebies.(wireless mouse, cooling fan, original HP bag, etc.)
3 years Panda anti virus,
400Gb External Hard Disc + cover.

all for a total RM2997.

Mahal?

Jap cek balik specs and compare.

500GB SATA HDD.

Yes 500 bukan crappy 320GB HP/acer/dell yang same harge/lagi mahal.

1 GB NVidia GeForce Graphic card.

ONE GIG!

check your stupid laptop and see how high is its graphic?

256? 512? TIU LEI!

i got 1GB.

3GB Core 2 Duo processor.

which means.

its FASTER than DUAL CORE. (yes it is different u nincompoop)

and it is more stable than AMD (or was it ATI?)

which means that it is same speed BUT! core 2 duo is more stable and gets heat up slower than the other type.

Altec Lansing Speakers (built in. specialty for compaq laptops)

means that the sound is muuuuch better.

oh did i mention i got 400GB EXTERNAL HARD DISC and 3 years of REGISTERED antivirus?

Panda antivirus.

on the box stated that it is on the same par with kaspersky and norton.

better on some of its features.

wahahahahahaha.

well if you still think its expensive.

start being a geek, compare the price i get with other brands and come see me again if u think its still expensive.

okayyy so everyone also can get the same deal.
haha.
i didn't even haggle one bit with the seller.

^_^"

okayyy btms,

after Low Yat all of us went back to mama kandar.

SHISHOOONNNN!!! + arsenal vs chelsea!

Yeahooooooooooo!!

obviously chelsea won 3-0.

bangge a capik.

haha.

hang around there until 3 a.m something.

everyone got bored so Rais drove us around KL area for fun.

the actual plan was to go to Uptown Shah Alam.

but it was closed so we went around KL a bit.

"Gadis Carik Makan" RAMAI BHAIII.

okay so maybe some of them are guys.

but wooohohooo SEXAYYY!!!!

the girls were sexy and HOOOTT!!

oh, did i mention they were sexy?

hahaha.

then finally got home around 5 something.

now i've got a plan for movies with mamat and ayen today.

and/or movies with some of the other guys on wednesday.

will call you guys when the time comes.

Inglorious Basterds?
Ninja Assasin?
Twat-light : New Bimbo?

hmm.

we'll see.

xD

Notes:
ohhh i miss the conversations with her.

Until later,
this is all for now,
see ya later bloggie,
au revoir,
XOXO.
Oh i love you so.

Nino!

2009-11-28T21:23:00.006+08:00

When envelopes filled with bloody human fingers starts arriving at your doorstep.
u know u just have to start blogging again.

HEYYY bloggie,

its been awhile since i posted something here.

well, since then here's a brief description on how my life has been going,

it

has

been

O-KAY.

=)

its quite the mixture of good and bad.

some GOOOOOOOOD hangouts.

some sucky hangouts.

some GOOOOOOOOOOD hangout but i was just not in the mood.

haiyer!

ok before i went further and forget,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha People!

yeah i'm quite late, but its the thought that counts right?

=)

aaaaaaaaanyways,

I have just started my semester break.

no more class until january.

oh yaaa talking about classes,

for the first semester i have a quite good looking teacher to teach me psychology.

for the next sem.

i have another even more "BOOEEEKK" teacher for psychology.

hahahaha.

nevermind that.

okay sooo.

let's recap shall we.

recently i,

Went to feeq's restaurant and ate his kuey tiaw kung-fu pedas.

dammmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnn sedap gila!

Went to Barra to kidnap Mikki.

Shisha "stairway to heaven". paERGHHH!

Went to sahabat91's 4th gathering.

haha. errr.. it was alright? i guess. didn't feel right nor good that day. idk y.

Went back to Pilah for aidiladha celebration

well, Plan for shisha+cc was a bust. Frankie's wallet went M.I.A. talk about BAD LUCK!
i also missed the cow's decapitation. i heard the blood sprayed upwards like hell. and my dad just had to forget to record the whole thing.

and now here we are!

hahaha.

okay okay lets elaborate more shall we~

weeee~

okay the feeq's visit.

i was just finishing class and so i thought.

"ahpekemende aku nk buat nih, alang2 da last day kat SEGi nih"

guess what i did in the IT room?

open Porn publicly? kepala hotak ko!

Download virus? macam la aku reti!

Get acquainted with a chick? haha. i have my targets already.

soo what did i do u may ask bloggie?

i played Dota there.

ahahahaha.

(GEEK ALERT!)

xD

played a round, (lost. first time using bat rider. =___=")

i wanted to start another round until.....

JENG!

JENG!

fukennaaaa JENGGG!!!

a lecturer was actually checking his mails right beside me.

okay so he was there since half of my game.

like i wanted to care?

and i should care why?

he's not teaching my next semester. ( i checked)

xD

since he was there for quite sometime and i felt

"tak manis la plak lecturer nih pandang lame2. blah aaa"

so i blah aaa. continued my plan to Feeq's restaurant.

okay actually tu kedai bapak dia.

whakefvaaa~

haha.

let's imagine shall we.

(please imagine arnold schwarzenneger is saying the next few lines)

One Bike.

One Man.

One Mission.

One Journey.

One Inescapable Fate.

To fill his empty stomach!

hahahahaha.

okaayy my real reason was only to meet up with feeq, hang out, and ask him if he's coming to sahabat91's gathering.

but as it turns out.

he was not going.

haiyooo.

moving on.

Kidnap Mikki Plan!

Aftur visitin feeq en ieting his kuwey teeyaw koong-fu perghdas. wi planed to kidnep miki en go fur a hookah(shisha) seshion et barra.

thins wen quwait wel en we smokd dat shisha untiil we sow hevan becosz it woz quwait hevii.

we wer quwait tintong ferom the shisha en go hom veri happi.

(message was sponsored by engrish.com)

hahahahahaha.

okay it was a simple night.

mikki, anep, feeq, capik and i went for a shisha session at barra.

it was awesome!

xD

and.

balik.

rumah mikki.

anne.

dia.

aku.

nampak dia.

kelihatan semakin pendek!
bahahahahahahaha!

and thennnnn.

sahabat91's fourth gathering.

well.

it just didn't feel right.

idk y.

just to avoid disappointment of the O' family.

and capik and anep and mikki and wan and zaf

i forced myself to go anyways.

but RM20?

and the ladies get RM10 only?

i felt like being swindled.

okay of course they mentioned it was RM20 entrance.

but RM10 for ladies?

don't you think that everyone suppose to know every detail about the gath bloggie?

no?

F U bloggie!

I DO!

i felt like being cheated somehow.

hahaha.

% of me playing rollerblades when coming to gath at first

49%

% of me playing the rollerblades after knowing that it was ladies day. (RM10 for female)

-51%

% of me playing the rollerblades if i knew about the "show" inside and after knowing it was ladies day.

0%

a japanese genius Hiruma Youichi once said while having a war,

"We can win even if the odds are 0.0000001%. as long as it is not 0% we can win!"

and for my case.

it was a dead 0%

sorry girls.

=)

after that gatheringgg.

went back to pilah the very next day,

I DROVE ALL THE WAY TO KUALA PILAH YAW!

cerita dia main 120 je ah kat highway.

(my mom AND dad was in the car. have to drive slowly n carefully.)

= (

aaanyways.

that night went for a shisha session in pilah area.

for something worth RM10.

it was quite okay.

and frankie lost his wallet there.

BALA!

his IC, Bank Card and money was lost.

AIYYOOO!!

not to mention if he keeps his GF's pictures inside there also.

hahahaha.

okay sorry dude. mesti ko tgh sedih en.

:(

then then.

i missed watching potong kepala lembu that morning.

i was late.

as in.

lembu berenti je bgerak, aku sampai.

gila cool lah kan?

i heard the blood was sprayed like crazy everywhere.

hahahaha.

missed that.

dang!

and and the trip back home from pilah.

I DROVE AGAIN!!

i drove a bit faster but still slow.

around 170 or smthg like that.

the road was wet duh! gimme a break!

yeah my dad snaps pictures while i was driving.

hahaha.

and thennn.

DUM DUM DUM!

here we are!

after aidiladha, gath and shisha.

Notes:
Honesty is the best policy.
Movies on wednesday anyone?
Pokemon T-shirts are SO FRUCKING COOL!
maybe i'll buy one with mudkips meme on it?
Gathering ke-5!
Hope it'll be anytime soon.
RTW + Spade. choose one or both?

oh, kalo aku melemaskan. aku back off.
pandai2 a ko nk hidup sorang.

dazt eet fur naw blogee,
antil den,
hop tu si yu sooon blogee,
ao revuwa,
ex ho eks oh!
oh ai luv yu so

Warning! :

Torres is still the man!
Liverpool is gonna make a huge comeback!
I love El-Nino!

and i definitely love el-nina

Lindsay Lohan.

2009-11-18T00:22:00.005+08:00

Fuck the fuck Off with all these dramas!

If I did something wrong just say it loud and clear.

I'm getting exhausted with all this stupid drama episodes.

kalo drama cool macam blogger boy ke, lie to me ke, tak ape ah.

ini tah pape drama aku da tersekat idop dalam ni.

and i thought the movie mean girls was bad?

just blowing off some steam.

thanks ynah for reminding me.

I've been officially not in love plus being together with anyone for the last two years.

that's a new ~~LOSER RECORD!~~

this post is entirely bullshit.

and it is directed to nobody.

or is it?

Happy Holidays to you guys and girls.

Happy New Semester to you people too.

too many to mention.
you know who u are.
xD

and to SPM candidates.

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ONLINE!

gi study!
hahahaha.

Best of luck to you SPM Takers.

=D

especially you bro.